Hi

Coco: I don't know how you held your tongue...i don't think I could have done it. And while I do the same thing you really shouldn't blame yourself for something you wore taking away your angel. But next time slap the #@(^&!!! lol And weight gain at 7 weeks - normal! I was showing each time at 6wks!!

Jules: Good luck with the BD - catch that little fella and in a couple weeks announce a great big sticky BFP!

Delly: I would give just about anything to be on holidays - I am so jealous! I LOVE facials and give myself one regularly - I've even just started giving mini facials for $10 at my shop

Elouise & Anila: fingers crossed it all settles down and you can start afresh this month.

AFM: it's a pretty much definate that RB is on the way (I really do prefer RB to AF - much more appropriate). Great news - (TMI coming..) I went to do some naughty stuff with DB (soon to be DF!!) and then just went nope, can't do it and rolled away and curled up in a ball. He hugged me asked whats wrong etc - first time he has done it with seeming to care.
I start bawling that I'd be 12 weeks tomorrow (now today) and instead of telling people I'm having a very stark reminder that I'm not...plus there are 5 preg women here that talk about it constantly.
He hugged me and said he loved me - it was all I had really been needing. He also said he was disappointed cause seeing bub heartbeat made it exciting and real.

When I am preg again (hopefully this coming cycle - I'll be driving home twice a week to try to catch the little sucker lol) I am going to make sure to involve him in everything - especially ultrasounds where he can see/hear that there is something there.
I'm having such a crap day...at work and its the last place I want to be, my head is splitting from the effort it takes to be 'normal'.