Anila-poor darling I so sympathise. I figured out today I'd be 16 1/2 weeks by now and would really be starting to relax that this one would last but instead I'm just feeling empty and the low. My friend and I were chatting about general stuff yesterday and she asked, "what's your biggest fear?" and without even thinking twice I said "not being able to have a baby." I think I've been down since then as I don't ususally let myself think like that.

I'm sorry hubby is did respond the way you'd like. Other people are at such a loss on what to say, really no one knows what we are going thougth but us girls. Please try and look after yourself

New tank will not heat up till the morning as I'm on a night time tarriff so no bath for me tonight even though that's just what I feel like. Let's hope tomorrow is a better day.