Tam: You are so very welcome I am for you and sending you my very best wishes hun.
Jenushka: You had me teary eyed reading your message... I totally understand how you feel and in your position' I would have been the same. I'm very happy you found a doctor who cares and is sympathetic, That's what I love about my doctor too... Imagine I have been seeing him since I was 18 when he diagnosed me with PCOS and it's him that has helped me conceive when other docs said there was no hope for me. My heart goes out to you and it's ok to be "blue".. girl... Having had 3 years trying and succeeding twice AND miscarrying them both really had me depressed. It took away from who I was.. I am a bubbly person and if you saw me back then.. eyes puffy from crying so much.. I used to sob entire nights wondering when was it finally going to be my moment. Momma I know how you feel and across the miles I want to send you a a special with real L♥ve sweetheart. Hang in there, You are in my thoughts and prayers.. Gosh I'm tearing up!! sniff sniff...
You are amazing and strong and I'm SURE you will get through this.. when you have your bub I'm sure you will let that baby know how hard you worked to have him or her and how loved he or she is going to be from before conception. I feel honored to have you a sa friend.. same to all my girlies here, Chappas,Joey, Mollycat, larz, Fifi, Smi,Easha, Angelbabies,Jen805, Tam same to you hun, kritylove, babyfever, megsmum, tempus, babbs, Issy, Pbstar, Vanithi, Tina, AJC, Plc, Katiegirls, WTH, Rachelswirl, Tocarra.... all my girlies here.. ( sorry if I missed anyone.. ) A huge hug to you all.. you all are very strong and whatever your situation I'm praying hard that you all have a healthy miracle on the way this year!!!! and for those who have been blessed I am sending you my best wishes with your miracles on the way!!! ♥
I feel truly blessed to have found you all.
and :goodluck2:
So C'mon Sept. We need 2009 babies here!!!!
Last edited by RuthiePCOS momma; August 30th, 2008 at 02:07 AM.
Ruthie - you have ME sitting here teary eyed reading YOUR post! .... wow... I felt every bit of positive energy and kindness from what you wrote and definitely felt that great big hug that you sent. You are so right - I feel like I'm not even myself at the moment.... normally the most resilient, optimistic person in the room I feel like in losing that I have lost such a big part of myself and I just so badly want it back. I have to believe that every day the pain will get a teeny tiny bit less, and also that every day brings me closer to meeting the baby that I still feel is waiting to meet me.
Your little bubby is so lucky to have you as it's Mummy - continue to hold it close and enjoy every minute of this pregnancy.... you deserve to be so excited and I wish you nothing but the best for the next 7 months or so
And Tam.... glad that you feel so welcome. Way before i first posted in here back in my days as a lurker I just knew that this was a very safe place. These girls will look after you...
Bit quiet in here otherwise tonight ... I must be the only nanna not out on the town
Jen:..heeheh sniff sniff we can cry together. Momma.. I felt like I was losing my sanity and myself. I was so happy one moment and the very next I was so gloomy or super sad. It was just so hard.
I know exactly how you feel and know that you have more than a friend here in NJ ...more like a sister.
Thank you so much for your super sweet words.. I am praying that your time comes and that like I always say to my teeny belly " baby please grow nice and healthy, every millimeter you grow is a millimeter you heal in my broken heart".. I hope you are blessed with a little bun so that every mm he or she grows is a mm he or she is healing from you heart!! Bless you momma and have yourself a great nights sleep. Dream of your baby I can feel it in my guts you will be blessed sooner than you think!!
Don't worry Jenushka, this little nana is off to bed! I've had some loooong hours at work and have to be back there at 9am tomorrow and I'm sooo tired!
Just wanted to let you all know that I am thinking of you!
Tam, I am so happy that you have felt the warm welcome of all the ladies in here. They radiate positive energy
Fab 2/3, I miss you both so much! I promise I'll come back to chat soon! Not tomorrow night though because I'll be out on the town in my costume and wig! Lol. Hopefully you'll still be up and online when I come home from work on sunday night though, because I'll definitely pop in then!
FF tried to give me wrong lines this morning!!! It put them at CD12 when it is soooo obvious that it was on CD16!!!
chappas--Sorry to hear DH's sports injury has put a halt on TTC I hope he feels better soon so you can jump right back on the bandwagon!
larz--:goodluck2: with your u/s next Wednesday! Praying those cramps were just your stretching uterus making room for bubs for the next 9 months!
Toccara--It's so hard when those close to us are living our dreams.... Sending super big and loads of
Rachel--Grrr! Sorry to hear AF has blessed you with her presence. At least she was nice enough to wait until after your hols! You'll just have to join me in the Sept. BFP's!
Ruthie--Hope you get to go shopping for your new maternity clothes today!
Tam--Glad to see the girls are making you feel so welcome! I'm sure in no time you'll find yourself just as addicted to talking to these girls as I do!
jenushka--I think it's a great idea to see a counsellor! I that you're able to find some peace and comfort from your angst. Make sure you take whatever time off you need, hon, you've been thru so much in such a short amount of time--you need as much time for yourself as you can get. Steal as many hugs from your DS as you can get--my DS is 7 and is getting "too old" for all the hugs that this girl needs! Makes me wish he was a baby again so that he can't push me away! You'll find your way out of this grief, it just takes time...and we'll all be here to help you pick the pieces!
Krystie--Ooh, hope you enjoy your night out on the town! I thought this was my weekend to wear the costume and wig??? Sunday chat sounds like a plan--you know I'll be there with bells on!
What's up with FF giving you the wrong coverline??? At least your BD stats look like you have a fairly high chance of conception!! As always, I'm keeping my and saying mega for you to get the BFP ball rolling!!! Lots of and *kiss*
My Other Nuffer--Missed you in chat this am! Thinking of you always and sending monster loads of
Just walked in the door from work... damn paperwork... takes hours and can only really be done outside of hours.
jenushka.... I m so glad you saw a good doctor and you are exactly right.. what you are feeling now UNFORTUNATELY is completely normal. It sucks... I know but it is the same as everyone of us has gelt and time is the only healer..... HUGE hugs hun... HUGE hugs
Fab 2 & 3... Firstly Jen Jen.. i m sitting there in chat... you have gone and Pill Girl... ohhh ohhh ohhh.. tooo long girl... toooooooo long
Well other half of Nuff I ve hung around for a bit but it looks like i ve missed you... sniff sniff..... whaaaaaaaa... whaaaaaaaa... sniff... HAS ANYONE GOT A TISSUE......
for you and sending you my very best wishes hun.
with real L♥ve sweetheart. Hang in there, You are in my thoughts and prayers.. Gosh I'm tearing up!! sniff sniff...
and :goodluck2:
We need 2009 babies here!!!!
to all xx
I hope he feels better soon so you can jump right back on the bandwagon! 
Hope things are well with you! 
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