Morning girls,

I hope you are all having a lovely easter.

SP - haven't heard from you in a while. Hopefully you are having a great holiday and are too busy to waste time on a PC!

satya - I am trying to think positively, but it is just so damn hard some days! You are right - these days most women will end up with children, and I am trying to look at it that way - it may take longer than for some people, but in the end, it will work out. How are you going? I hope you are enjoying easter with your step-daughter.

Shan - how are you going? I hope you are having a good easter.

Sarah - sorry to hear about AF arriving. This is such an awful process sometimes, but I always try to look at AF's arrival as the beginning of a new cycle. So onwward and upward!!

Jen- I think we have all had problems with our DHs and BDing. It is sooooo frustrating!! If only they could understand that there is only a small window of opportunity each month and you can't waste it!

Bek -I hope you are doing well. I agree with the relaxation stuff and will try to do what you have suggested. It certainly can't hurt, and it could help. I have felt v stressed lately which can't be good for my body.

Hi megsmum - welcome, hopefully we can help you at this time. I have already replied to your other post and pretty much said everything I wanted to say. I hope your stay here is short and sweet!

Leyla - have you tested again?

Hi Herbie, las, Alex, Sharon and anyone else I have missed.

I have been having a nice relaxing easter break so far and am feeling quite happy which is a nice change! I am thinking that it just HAS TO work out in the end - I may have to go through a pretty awful journey to get the family that I want, but ultimately it HAS TO work! I have a great specialist, so far all the tests have shown we are in excellent health, the only couple of remaining tests to be done can be easily treated if a problem is found, and all we have to do is perservere! I am def not stopping trying anytime in the near future, so eventually, we will make it! I have an appointment with my specialist on the 19th and will arrange for the last couple of tests, and hopefully he can do something for me. I have been feeling v angry with him for letting me go through this again when I asked him to help me last time, and he said it is probably just bad luck and to try again. I know medically, he did the right thing, but I have harboured all this anger towards him for putting me through this rather than doing something to help me, but I am now accepting that there is nothing he could have done as he hasn't found anything to treat. Hopefully the remaining tests or the cycle tracking will show something he can treat me for, or we will just find that we have been EXTREMELY unlucky and there is nothing wrong, and we will be on our way to a happy family in no time.

Sorry, I sound like a freak, I am just trying to see things positively and move on atm. Anyway, I hope you are all munching on yummy easter eggs and having a great easter break!

Love you all,

Bun xx