Hi Everyone!

Well i havent written on here in a while.. i am a bit of an obsessive lurker tho! i come and read everyones posts a couple times a day.. i love it!

I am so sorry for all the hard and sad times everyone is going through.. its so frustrating! I have heard from a couple ppl that had been TTC that they organised a holiday and ended up falling pg looking forward to it or whilst holidaying because they had stopped obsessing about getting UTD! So i think i am going to try that if im not pg in a few months. I really do feel like i need something to look forward too.. but theres the money thing and trying to get work off etc that hinders things a bit!

Welcome Porsche, sorry for ur loss i was 9 weeks pg when i started bleeding, went in for a scan and they found just the sac.. 4 days and a lot of cramping and bleeding later, everything had passed. It was an awful time in my life but i kept myself going because i stayed hopeful that i wld fall pg again straight away. Well 9 weeks later, 8 since i stopped bleeding, AF still hasnt arrived , and i have been doing weekly poas but its always a BFN. Very frustrating! So yes i suggest if AF hasnt arrived in 6 wks get an appointment with ur gyno to sort it out.. dont wait any longer then u have too

AFM still just waiting for AF to arrive, its been 9 weeks and im becoming more and more frustrated! I finally called my gyno on fri and he said to wait 1 more week and call him again if nothing has happened and he will probably prescribe me some medication to bring AF on. I just dont know why my body cant be normal! Ever since going off the pill 11 months ago ive had nothing but trouble.. AF didnt come for 4 months and then didnt disappear for 3! Finally started taking clomid, fell pregnant, had the mc and now just waiting waiting waiting for my cycle to start up! Hopefully it comes before friday so i dont have to spend any more money on appointments and drugs

But guess wat! we have just bought a new puppy! We already have 2 other dogs and i really didnt think i wld have any more love to give to a new dog but i love her so so so much! she is gorgeous. i carry her around on my hip like shes my baby dogs bring so much happiness. i better hurry up and fall pg tho cos our yard cant really accommodate any more dogs!
We've also had my DHs sister and her family staying with us for the last 3 weeks, she has just had her 5th child and shes only 30! its so frustrating cos a year ago i was tellin her she shld have another baby so we cld do it together (silly me for thinking it was that simple for me!) A few months later she decided she did want one more.. and fell pg straight away! And here i am still trying!!! Her newest baby is just so gorgeous.. and i am appreciating all the practising i am getting at holding, burping, changing nappies etc.

Anyway enough from me! I hope u have all had a good weekend and this coming week is a good one. Oh and Ami make sure u tell us ur BT results when they come through! good luck! x