Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage or Loss April 2010

[millyd]

HI all,

SammyP sorry you are down darlin, and bless your beautifullittle angel wherever they are right now xxxx

Crafty, I am lmao at the idea of you sleeping with your arse in the air!!! thank goodness you have the soft cups now hehehe,

Jelly, how did you go this morning??? hope your super faint line got super darker for you hun xxx

MM how you feeling today, my thoughts are with you. The tww is a bugger at any time , I imagine this one is a killer though. Be good to yourself and rest up, looking forward to all positives from you real soon. Where are you up to anyway?

MC nice to hear from you again xxxx

Ferrals you must be real close to that surge now?? get ready and go girl xxx

Alice, my sweet, we all go through this negative crap, I do know how you feel, its so hard sometimes, but all the other girls are right sweety one day you will hold your bubba and the joy that brings will make all this hardhip a distant memory. Its ok to be sad and down though, sometimes I like to wallow in it a little....somehow it makes me feel a little betterxxx

Love to all the others, hope everyone is well and has a positive day xxx

AFM we are doing the bding quite regularly atm almost ready to start the dreaed tww, planning to just keep the bd up and try to forget the tww exists hahahaha good joke there. I was determined I wasnt going to go down the testing every day from 10 dpo this month, but I think I know myself to well. AHHHH ..... please let it happen this month

love to all

[jellylove]

hey ladies! just a quick one before i rush off to work...

Millyd - well I haven't tested this morning I decided to do it tomorrow - hopefully the line will be even darker so excited!

AFM - I think i might be getting sore boobies! Unless they are just sore from me checking if they're sore or not! haha

[ferrals5]

Crafty- lets hope those soft cups work DH and i have a deal when i am fertile he goe's first then i do so the contractions of the uterus and cervix suck up most of those spermies it seems to work and don't lose any but other times he makes sure i go first then he doe's that makes him happy i really don't care as long as i go that's all that matters LOL sorry TMI.

Milly-i'm on day 9 so not long but knowing my luck it will be friday because i work thursday DH works thursday night i work Friday DH works Friday night so we have to find time somewhere i am not going to miss it.
And i say i wont test either but it is so hard i am not buying any hpt's this month i am going to wait until i am late Yeh! right.

Crafty-i sent you an email about the lady who had a baby naturally at 47 and had 9 kids before that baby i thought of you straight away it will happen.

Murrycod-I love your emails i come home from work and the 1st thing i do is check my inbox i look forward to them god luv ya!

AFM- my E2 line is sooooo faint which means it's real high i am just waiting for the LH surge i am on day 9 so hopefully it will be early this month and be day 11-12 when DH and i are home together DH and i are BDing every 2nd day for now.

[Matthew's Mum]

morning everyone,jellylove-hope that line gets darker&darker... sammyp-hugs..millyd-thanks,i'm 3 days after transfer,1 week 1day to blood test,fingers crossed all that b'ding pays off for you...ferrals-i often wonder about previous posters too,i wasn't posting when Jen was on ,i think you might of been though,her posts helped me so much in my early days of loss as did so many others,hope their all well ...afm-at the moment not finding tww too bad,keeping busy with lots of paperwork,saw scientist yesterday,she gave me back my 9 embies to bury and said 6 had been fozen at blastocyst stage,so bittersweet,but i find that happens a lot in life after loss

[Bengal]

morning everyone,jellylove-hope that line gets darker&darker... sammyp-hugs..millyd-thanks,i'm 3 days after transfer,1 week 1day to blood test,fingers crossed all that b'ding pays off for you...ferrals-i often wonder about previous posters too,i wasn't posting when Jen was on ,i think you might of been though,her posts helped me so much in my early days of loss as did so many others,hope their all well ...afm-at the moment not finding tww too bad,keeping busy with lots of paperwork,saw scientist yesterday,she gave me back my 9 embies to bury and said 6 had been fozen at blastocyst stage,so bittersweet,but i find that happens a lot in life after loss

MM

Well Done - to get 6 frozen at Blast is fantastic. I would be thrilled with your result. Best of luck with the rest of the tww

Hi to everyone

[craftymummy9]

Morning all

well another week another TTC week for a lot of us but hey who said this game was easy ! for some of us its real hard anyways !

Mattewsmum hope your ok keep thinking positive I am sure this is your last month in here yay for you girl you been in here tooooo long !

Ferrals looks like you got a busy week ahead too hope you get no more chaffing I choose undies for comfort these days and naughty knickers just for the bedroom !!!
By the way I got 2 lines this morning on the cbfm the left one is dark but not as dark as the day before and the right one is there and hopefully will get darker soon !! taking the chinese meds and praying oh how I am praying that I O this month !

My birthday 2 wks today so it will be in my TWW give me something else to think about so technically if I get the eggie then I may just have made it before I turn 45 next monday ! we will see !

Murraycod hope your tests go ok I hate having bts and the biopsy thing well it will be worth it in the end to give you some answers ! I will be thinking of you , guess you got big bruises on your armies owch !

everyone else hope your ok T-Hopes and Kitfaerie this is the month a new wave of Bfps for the longtimers is on the way !!!

[Sunbeam]

Hello Ladies

Hi Murrycod thanks for asking after me. Yes I have been lurking a bit, just waiting to see my old friends get their BFPs.

I've been going okay. The psychology sessions have been helping greatly. I had my insem on saturday and we got a pretty good sperm count and I had 2 follies ready to go (first time I've had 2) so fingers crossed. The down side at the moment is that I'm sick with Laryngitis and on antibiotics and feeling crap. I'm only on day 2 of my TTW and already going nuts wanting to know. I will keep you updated. Miss you all huge hugs

[KitFaerie]

SUNBEAM!!! YAY!!!! Hello I missed you! Hooray for 2 follies! Being sick is good, cos one of the first things babies do is lower your immune system so they wont be rejected (cos they're technically foreign to your body) so hopefully yours will just snuggle right in there Only ten more days to go til you can test! Or 12 if your planning on being a good girl, lol.

[Saffy]

Hi girls,

I hope its ok if i join?

I'm a longterm lurker- started last year after my miscarriage...foolishly thought I wouldn't need to join as I had gotton preg so quickly that time.....a year later here I am still waiting for a BFP and getting older.

I have followed everyone's journeys on and off over the last year and really identified with the emotional rollercoaster, I've gotton so much support just from reading everyone's advice, etc, so now I'm here, hopefully I can support others as well.

I'm feeling down this week, as AF is due this weekend and I know its inevitable.

thanks for letting me introduce myself, I feel like i know everyone already, you girls are great, so kind and supportive, xx

[MissK]

Hi everyone,

I got a negative blood test result I cried my heart out. I was so sure i that i was but i guess im not. Have to wait for AF now and than try again i guess.
pretty disapointed. We did it so many times when i was O and negative.

I hate that word!!!!

Saffy - Hi. Glad you can join in. Hope your feeling ok.

My internet stick broke! ahhh, only just got another today.

[craftymummy9]

Hi sunbeam nice to hear from you and so happy you are in your TWW thats great, I will be looking for any updates ! keep smiling you will get there in the end as we all will !
I am so glad you dropped in I knew you must be lurking we are all the same say we gonna stay away but just can't ! for your BFP


Saffy welcome so glad you decided to join us, its a long hard road on here but we all get through it one way or another we don't have a choice really if we want a BFP we have to keep going and keep each other going too ! hope you get some comfort knowing you are not alone !

missK well I guess its not the news you wanted another month ahead and some more bdancing needed thats just the way it is with some of us ! don't give up thats the main thing keep going and beleive in yourself !

[dory]

Sammy P - fly free little Easter bub, I am sorry that your little Easter bub is not with you today, and that no one else seemed to remember. Big hugs sweetie.

T-Hopes - hope your Dad is ok. Emergency surgery is never a nice time for anyone. Sending you and your family lots of strength.

Saffy - welcome. Sorry you had reason to find your way here but it is a supportive place to find yourself.

Mathew's Mum - oh my heart just broke hearing your happy news about seeing your embies and then of the embies that didn't make it.

Jelly - fingers crossed.

Murray & Crafty - ride again! it is awesome to see you back and even when I am lurking I miss you. Murray - you're not old girl! I know it feels that way, but honestly, you're not.

Ferals _ I hear you about cadbury! That's me all over. I love the photos of your fur babies. And I also watched Abbi's montage again, it's so beautiful. Precious beautiful darling girl. Hugs to you.

Everyone else - sorry no more persies. I need to go and really catch up rather than just scanning. It's only been since Thursday that I last posted.

AFM - Had some relos visiting, broke up the monotony of being home alone. Had some excitment this morning - flu shot and then not long ago a nose bleed. Not worried about either and they are not linked. But still the nose bleed was a little surprising. Take care and wishing you lots of baby dust. I genuinely believe it will be your time. I believe.

[murraycod]

Sunbeam sexy chick so nice to hear from you XXXXX
Best wishes from me, that both of your follies are fertilised and you have a smooth smooth nine months ahead XXXXXX
Yeah knew you must have been lurking, but sweetheart, it truly is nice to chat to you again XX
Don't go this TWW alone, the girls here are barraking for you, and I would hate to miss you get your BFP XXXXXXXXXX

Crafty LMAO........hey, take it from me, if you are going to use pillows for props in bed, make sure you use HIS pillow LMAO again!!!!!

Ferrals sweet, nickers smickers, when I get horned up, I just don't wear any!!!!!
Spose you have to at work though, oh well, just don't go resorting to the O'l Granny nickers, you know the ones that you can tuck your boobies into?!
I actually did that to an oldie at work once, OMG I don't want old boobs..........

Dory Darling beutifull, I am getting my flu shot this week, it has the H1N1 in it this year. I chickened out in getting it last year, but this month since I am having a break for testing reasons, I might as well get it now, because I won't wan't it next month.
Glad you had a nice visit from family over the weekend.

MissK, sorry babe, I know it sucks big time.

Matthew'sMum, do you have any idea how great it is to get 6 frozen Blasties???!!! OMG Girl, well done!!!!! I'm bewildered....good job!!!!!

KitF XXXXX

Millyd I am praying with you it is your turn XXXXX

WouldLAB XXXXX

Saffy, Welcome to BB, sweetheart, I am sorry for the loss you suffered. I am glad that reading our journeys has helped you in some way, but it so lovely that you have decided to join in our little (big) community of girls here.
One thing is for sure, you will make some great mates here, you will share sad moments, hissy fitts, the works, but it will all be worth it in the end, because not only have you just joined the most supportive bunch of girls I know, but will all be worth it, when you get your turn at sharing your journey, and BFP with us XXXXX


AFM, girls had more bloods done today, checking to see whe my LH surge is going to be, so we can make a date for the biopsy, will have to do more bloods in a few days, to get a pattern XXXX
Day 11 today, is always great to get past that first week of the cycle, it is the pitts for me. OOOh and May is getting so close now!! Geez I hope I don't have another 40something day cycle just to rub it in.............would be my luck though!!

[T-hopes]

hey girls!

Im waaaay behind again! hope everyone is doing ok or as well as possible!

Just a few persies as im at work so gotta keep it short....

Sunbeam - darlin, it's so nice to see your name! glad to hear things with your physoligist are going well and super thrilled to hear of saturdays insem! praying for you sweetheart, and i hope the nasty flu goes away soon !xx

saffy - welcome lovey, glad you found the strength to join us here, its done me wonders and I hope it does the same for you! Sorry to hear of your loss, i hope we can help ease the pain a little.. it helps so much just typing about your worries, angers and dreams! xx

alice - just wanted to send you my love, im sorry to read that your feeling down, your such an amazing woman and its so unfair that you have to feel like this. one day at a time darlin xx

ferrals - bummer to the chaf! hehehe! get it??

missK - oh love, sorry to hear your bt was negative but yes - i agree, negative is the sh*ttiest word!!! i hope AF comes soon for you and dosnt drag it out!

dory - still chuckling about your 'grey'!! hehehe! My waxer dyes rugs!! She even waxes them in to shapes! You could go for a blonde lightning bolt?? or a pink heart??? hehehehe!

matthews mum - my fingers are still crossed for you! But not my legs - its just about O time for me! hehehe! xx

murraycod - ive pre-ordered new moon too! ive already got it but its a dodgy copy that my sister gave me and so im hanging to get a good copy with all the behind the scenes stuff! Mmm Edward!

millyD - keep that b'dancing going lovey! same at our house atm! were on the verge of the 2ww and i am going to try and be strong on not test! hahaha yeh right!!! Self confessed, serial tester! good luck with the 2ww!

jelly love - sounding good my love!!! we love lines!!!!!! good luck!

afm - was hoping to O today but OPK showed nothing so im worried! last month i O'ed on day 16 which is tomorrow so im still good but just want to see that surge! My g/f that was due the same time as me had her baby yesterday. they text us when we were shopping to announce that he had arrived and DH and i both had tears. weird feeling, so thrilled for her as she has been thru all this (lost at 13 weeks) but i still feel sad as we should have our little one now bought them a card but couldnt bring myself to write in it so DH stepped up!
anyway, cant let it get to me, gotta focus on this cycle! come on O time!!! I wanna catch that egg!!!

Question - do any of you ladies use lube??? Im starting to get knob-burn with all this B'dancin!!! What can i do!? ive seen ForeLife has a sperm friendly lube? ANyone used it??? I hear normal lube can interfere with the sperm! Aghh! Some serious V-Jay Jay chaffage happening here! Help!
love to everyone that i have missed, i know there is a lot ! sending you lots of love and hope xx

[T-hopes]

hmmmm just did a bit reading about lubes and a few sites recommend raw egg white!! WTF?? Has anyone done this??? Says to.....

~ Take a fresh egg
~ Leave it out to get to room temp
~ Crack it open and separate the yolk from the white
~ Mix the egg white up a bit to "break it up" with a clean fork
~ Use a pippette or a mini baster to collect about 15ml of egg white
~ Insert into the vagina
~ BD
~ Pray you don't get an infection (I didn't)
~ Wait 2 weeks and pray you get a BFP!

Heaps of woman said that they got their BFP's straight after doing this as its full of protein and assists the sperm??!
Hmm.... this seems a little wrong.... but i get the feelin i'll be whipping myself up an 'omlette' tonight! hehehehehehehhehe!

PS make sure there free range!

[T-hopes]

OMG ladies - woman all over the net are talking about egg whites as lube! How did i not know about this!!!??? There are soooooooooo many that swear by it!!!

Im sold!
So if you'll excuse me, im off to Safeway!!!

[jellylove]

Good evening Ladies!

Welcome Saffy! Hope you're doing ok!

MissK - oh I'm so sorry for your negative result, hope you're not feeling too bad! try and stay positive..

Dory - Thank you - I think I have everything crossed, that can possibly be crossed

T-hopes - Thank you! I hope this line gets darker...

AFM - OK! Ladies I'm going to test in the AM... will let you all know what happens... nervous/excited! feeling a bit achy all over today... got a few cramps today... not sure what to think?

How are you all? Hope you are doing ok xxxx

[ferrals5]

Saffy- welcome the more the merrier so to speak.

Murrycod oh! murrycod i had a visual of an old lady with water bag boobs tucked into her undies gee i'm glad i don't have big boobs and i hate underwear i always wear g strings thats as much coverage as my vjay jay gets.
You wouldnt have much blood left in ya bet your feeling like a pin cushion but it will be worth it in the end hang in there May is just around the corner.

T-Hopes-sorry can't help with the lube thing because i have naturally high estrogen i have more than enough i am actually looking forward to menopause when i might dry up a bit but i still get sore when we BD a lot i have heard about egg whites i couldn't bring myself to ues it though and pre seed lube is sperm friendly try that.

Dory- thanks for popping in to catch up i like hearing from you.

Sunbeam-goodluck.

Hi to everyone i missed.

AFM-i have DH home so going to molest him sorry talk tomorrow.