Hi guys,

Lee - sorry to hear the autopsy results aren't back yet, and sorry that you have had a hard time at nights. I always find that is the worst time of day when something awful has happened - the quiet just gives you nothing else to think about I guess. I hope the HPTs arrive soon!

jenjams - I hope you O soon and good luck catching the eggie!

satya - sounding good! When are you going to test?

Welcome Pash!

kiwigirl - hope AF comes soon for you! I hate that wait!

Sharon - not long til testing time now!

Salt - how are you going?

Las - sorry you don't feel you can cycle this month - that's a hard decision to make, but I think you're right in that you need to wait until you are ready and have the best chance for a healthy bub! That sounds like a good idea to have a weekend away.

Leyla - so many things do have to go right to get a BFP, it is a wonder anyone ever has a baby! It is just soooo frustrating that when the dr finally gives me something to support a pg, we don't manage to get pg in the first place, when every other cycle we had no trouble falling, but just couldn't hang onto it! So typical!

Hi Kerry - so sorry again to hear about your bub, but hopefully you will be joining us here soon and will fall pg with a healthy little bub before you know it! I know you have a FS appointment coming up - are you going to ask them to do the repeat loss tests? It maybe isn't necessary after only two losses (I was told that), but I think it is a good idea to get them done, even if just for your peace of mind. Hopefully they will have some answers or a plan for you. Flowerchild's post on tests for recurrent m/c is great, and I think covers everything you need to know. Feel free to ask me any questions, I have been where you are and I know how confusing and upsetting it all is

Hi to everyone I have missed.

I had another BT today and start my first clomid tablet tonight. AF arrived yesterday, thank goodness, so at least I haven't had to wait too long to get started on this. I am hoping the side-effects aren't too bad, as I have heard some awful stuff about this drug! I have warned DH that I may turn into a psycho, and he basically said I already am! Cheeky bugger. I must say, after falling pg every cycle we have tried, it is so much less emotionally draining to find you are not pg than to m/c again. That has been my only experience with TTC so far, and although I was disappointed to hear I wasn't pg, in a way it was actually a relief. How awful am I to feel that? I am just so sick of the stress of it all, and this means I can relax for a few weeks without that awful fear I usually get of just waiting for my bub to die. Sometimes I wonder what I really want. Of course I want a family more than anything, but the stress I am going through to get there has me questioning myself some days. Anyway, I am confident the clomid will do the trick, now we just have to fall pg this cycle! My next BT is in a week, so I guess I will find out then how my body is coping with it.