Kitfaerie im with u.. it is feeling a bit sad in here today

But ferrals! i honestly have a good feeling bout this.. just wait til af is late and test again.. dont lose hope yet.. it isnt over til she arrives! Dont u sometimes wish u cld do ur own blood tests at times like this and test ur own hcg etc. levels.. god i have wished that so many times! it wld be so convenient, u wld always know exactly what was going on.. none of this frustrating not knowing business! but yeah good luck.. put a smile on ur face if u can. My DH has moments where he is upset about what has happened but he still points out that at the end of the day we still have eachother and he wld much rather our relationship be strong and happy then always upset and frustrated and if it meant giving up this dream then he could do it.. I cant quite agree with it but i think its his way of saying he will be here no matter what.. and i know ur DH would feel the same.
I have also realised its ok for ur DH to be upset at times too.. just think of what u urself have gone thru!! its a bit awful to say it like this but they deserve to feel a bit of the frustration and pain as well.. i know i was trying to put on a brave face when i realised i was losing our baby to try and save DH from the pain as well, but at the end of the day ur in it together.. x

T-Hopes- Maybe if ur doc doesnt prescribe u clomid then u shld go to ur g/fs doc!! i think its main purpose is to make u 'o' but it also regulates hormones etc. if u cant get it and really want it i have a 5 repeat presciption for it, i can send some on to u

Crafty- Sorry to hear next month will be ur month x

and i will write to everyone else tonight, gotta get myself off to work! xx