Hi Everyone!

Jayne - You are hilarious, thank you so much. It's so sad but I just couldn't help but sing along to your "Oh ah you've lost your bra, you're leaving it in your man's car!" song to Belle. Every time I read over it, I use this stupid singing voice in my head - I think I'm secretly going mad!!! Anyway it's great and best of luck for you scan next week.

Tanya - I hope all is going well. This bloody waiting game is the WORST!! I don't know anything about the temperature thing but I'm still praying for you. I wish I could say 'try not to stress' but I'm doing exactly the same thing, so I'm not even going to bother!! It would be really nice to get a good nights sleep!

Belle and Michelle - Hope both you're weekends started well - IYKWIM??? he he he he - we all know what you'll be doing ALL weekend!! Just make sure you both catch that little egg. I'm sending you all the *babydust* in the world!! GL.

Sez - Hope you're feeling a bit better and enjoy the girls night tonight! Best of luck with you appointment tomorrow afternoon too - I'm praying that all will be good to start the ttc journey again!!

Kate - Enjoy your weekend away!!

Sarah - Hope you had a beautiful day yesterday - I was thinking about you! How is your friend? Such terrible news and I hope they're doing ok

Kim - Welcome and I know what you mean about want to be pg again!! So sorry to hear that you've had 2 D&C's. I hope af is just around the corner for you (I know, it's crazy to actually want af).

Lisa - How are you? I hope your friend is doing ok - what terrible news, if loosing a baby wasn't enough. I'm thinking of you both!

I'm sorry if I missed anyone, it's still so crazy in here!

As for me... still no af, which is great!! The waiting though is driving me mad - I just want to know either way. The thing that's making this so terrible and as much as I really hate to say it - I'm still feeling very pg!! If I didn't have SOOOO many symptoms, I'd be fine! I'm still feeling really sick/nauseous ALL the time!! It just doesn't go away and at times, it's getting so much worse. I'm still smelling EVERYTHING. DH and I went out with some friends for dinner last night and afterwards, we headed back to one of our friends place for a few drinks (luckily I was the driver, so it didn't look too sus). Anyway, they ended with some rum (*yuck*) and the smell almost made me spew!! When we got home I told DH he'd better brush his teeth at least five times before coming to bed! Well, I didn't realise just how many rum's he must of had but to his credit, he came to bed smelling very *fresh*. Then, this morning, all he could taste was mouthwash. Turns out he may have actually drunk the mouthwash!!! He doesn't really remember (we're not very big drinkers, so it's even funnier). He remembers using the mouthwash becuase he didn't want to make me feel sick but doesn't remember spitting it out!! he he he. So funny. Poor DH - he has a very sore head today and he's studying his MBA and has a uni course today!!!

Anyway, I was hoping to hold off and test again on Monday but maybe I'll have to do it tomorrow morning instead - we'll see how I feel. I sooooo just want to know either way but please, please, please make it a BFP!!!!! With all these feelings, it just has to be.

Oh man, I just feel like I've been hit by a truck at the moment - of course, if it's because I'm pg - bring it on - I'm happy to be the sickest person in the world. If it's not, then I don't know what's going on!!!!



Kelly xxx