Evening all
Well i have had a terrible day. I worked last night and finished at 6 this morning, i came home and slept till 8.30, then got up and drove 1 1/2 hours to netball (second semi final)
We won the game which is great coz now were in the grand final, but i sat on the bench the whole game and didnt get any court time. i thought i was fine with it but when one of the girls came up afterwards and said sorry mate i just lost it and burst into tears. I thought i was coping ok with this months BFN and AF showing up but i dont really think im coping as well as i thought. To top it all off the coach pulled me aside afterwards and said to me "ill tell you a little secret, have you noticed that our GK is quite pregnant?? And she doesnt know whether she'll be able to play in the grand final so you will no doubt get a full game" That made me happy that ill get a game but it ripped my heart out hearing that she is pregnant. i am truly happy for her and think she will make a great mother but it just hurts soooo much.
So on my way home from netball i stopped off at the shops and did some retail therapy, i brought 4 new summer tops, a sexy nighty, some shoes and a few presents for family. Am feeling a little better now but i think what i probably need is a good nights sleep and for AF to bugger off and leave me alone for good
Sorry for the whinge girls but db is hard to talk to about this emotional stuff coz he doesnt understand why i would get so upset about such a small thing.
Enjoy the rest of your weekend lovely ladies and talk soon