Hi Mummyto1 and all the rest of you.....

Yes, I am still lurking...can't help but to keep checking up on my girls...I'm okay. I've decided that I am really going to work hard on my weight loss, as this is what i believe is holding me back, so i'm taking a minimum of 6 months off from TTC - and i'm totally off everything. If DH wants to DTD at all, then he'll have to use a condom,, coz even though we've been trying for so long, I really want to put all my focus on losing this weight before be start again, and in my head at the moment, all i can think is that a pg now will mean even more weight gain, and that really can't be good for me or bubs. So there you go. I don't want to go back on the BCP because of what it did to my body when i came off it, so DH will just have to live with it for 6 months or so until i'm ready to go again.....

I'll still be here, reading along to see how you're all going, and i'll pop a post in every now and then, but for now, my TTC journey has paused. Wishing each and every one of you all the very very best and i want to see lots of BFP very soon....love you all muchly..xxxxxxx