Thought I would drop in and introduce myself as well. Like SaltPrincess said I wish I could be meeting you all under better circumstances. Hi to all the ladies I have already have the pleasure of meeting and sharing journeys with.
Salt after my mc I really felt that I could not face another pregnancy for quite some time. I really do not want to go back and have another DandC and I am not looking forward to the worry that my last pregnancy brought with it from day one.
Since I found out that I was not pregnant anymore I started to think about all the reasons that I should not have another baby. Such as my DD is only 15months and I shoud dedicate all my time to her until she is older, I would be happier with myself if I lost 5kgs (which I am working on now), I should focus on our business and not a baby. I actually did not grieve the loss all that much (although I wanted to), now it is all hitting me. I am starting to feel depressed that I won't have a baby in September, that my DD wont have a playmate etc etc. So the thought of ttc again is becoming more attractive.
Also because my docs won't do anything until I have another mc my thoughts are to TTC again now and see what happens. If the bub sticks and grows then excellent, but if (god forbid) it doesn't then I can get some answers.
Oh yeah I also had a dream when I was 7wks ( the time my little on died) that I would deliver my next healthy baby on Dec 18. This is really wacky I know and I would have to get AF pretty soon and I would have to conceive again in the next month. This is such a long shot, but who knows dreams can come true.
Sorry to ramble. This time with TTC I am going to take things as they come. No pressure. I know you will know when is the right time as well.
Question: Sharron I noticed that you are on CD14 but you have not had AF yet. Does this mean we should count our cycle from the day we had the D and C?
Last edited by BekZ; February 27th, 2007 at 07:34 PM.
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