hey lovely ladies,

I dont know if i should be posting in here still or not as i dont want to upset anyone..my gp called me last nigght and said my levels were now at 96!!!! im still not confident although DH made me poas sunday night just so he could see the lines appear himself lol...such a wally he is....if its ok ,i will lurk here longer as im still doubtful even though i know its BFP..... got a date scan tonight which is scaring the hell out of me as it was 2days after my last scan that i miscarried....but not having a period since xmas makes it so bloody ahrd for them to know whre i am at lol.....
This forum has been the best place that i could be these last 9 months, i know lose is something we live with day to day but u girls are just so kind and considerate even though enduring ur own pain.Had it not been for you girls, even though i wasnt always actively posting, i dont think i would have got through my rough days..It was a must for me to check my inbox every day and remind myself that i wastn alone and that perfectly normal people were going through the same feelings and understood where i was at...not that we would ever wish this feeling on our worst enemies..but you get what i mean..I am sending you all the stickiest of baby dust,as i have learnt brilliant things come to those who wait,, but i think all of our waiting should end and we can all end up on same due date forums...what u all reckon???