I just had a read to catch up on all the news since I last posted. I am so glad that I found this thread, as its like you girls are living my life!

Polly - congrats!

Noble - my sister is pregnant and we would have been due 2 weeks apart. whilst i am happy for her, it will be very bitter sweet if her bub arrives and i am still not pregnant. but i guess we just have to find inner strength and have faith that good things will happen for us x

Julia - it sounds like you are having a rough time and its all uncertain! it will be better when you get your blood tests back, you will have a better idea.

if there is one thing i am finding, its that we can never know what our body is doing! i had an ultra sound friday night and there is no sign of cysts and no pregnancy. which i knew anyway, because if i am pregnant i could only be as much as about 4 weeks. the doctor has taken another round of bloods, as its almost 8 weeks since my af and 9 weeks since the miscarriage. my gosh, this ttcing feels like its takign over my life. i just want to now if i am pregnant. i did a stick test or 3 and we are sure its showing really faint lines, but i wonder if i am seeing something that isnt there. my dh says he can see it as well, but i dont know. so i get my new round of blood tests back tomorrow, we will see if that shows anything. i am tempted to go get more stick tests tonight, i am spending a fortune on them! i am not good at not knowing what is happening, and this is driving me mad!

to all the other girls i havent individually messaged, hi and i am keeping up to date with your news. good like ttcing and good luck if you have been blessed to fall utd! we all deserve a happy ending! xx