So here I am facing pregnancy number 5, but the 4th in the past 18 months. I am pretty excited, but also confused. The only outcome I have for my pregnancies is bereavement, and as much as I want to be positive, I have to battle hard against the negative thoughts and experiences that tell me this outcome will be the same. I have made a committment to enjoy the pregnancy, but it's a pretty constant battle to be mostly positive
Dory - Just want to say all the best - I too am in pregnancy #5 with nothing but heartache prior. You too will get to hold your bub this time. Not to say the next few months won't be without the fair share of terror! unfortunately early preg is weird...pains from all the stretching etc which of course always terrifies me! I had a few dashes to the hospital to get checked lol..feel free to msg me at any time!! I'm a goldmine of info at the moment regarding preg symptoms and scares lol (by the way - i am 24wks today so I am proof to NEVER give up hope!)