T hopes! I HAVE MY BREATH HELD FOR YOU. It is so exciting & scary for you. I don't know enough about the other science part of it, regarding thickness of the lining etc, but I have everything crossed for you.
Ferals -good to hear that you're lurking.
Murraycod - you are amazing.
Kezzy - I am so sorry and saddened to hear of your loss. In my experience fear after a m/c is a part of any subsequent pregnancy. Each of us find our own ways to manage or mismanage those feelings. What has helped me at times, is honestly, taking a big deep breath and thinking, this is a new pregnancy and I am going to nuture and love my pregnancy and try to enjoy it. An then repeating that over and over. I suppose I learn to live with the fear. It's always there to an extent, and the only thing you can do about t, is choose how you will manage it. The other thing to recognise for yourself, is it takes a lot of courage to try again. So if that's the decision you have made, then remember that you have a courage and strength you probably didn't realise you had. Good luck.
SPF - one of my fur babies has just been so loving and attentive today. Pretty amazing sense of intuition I reckon. The other two? Just off in their own little worlds.
AFM - Don't worry girls, you can't get rid of me that easily! I care for you all too much to run away.
It's the twins EDD today, and I have a weird sense of serenity today, which I didn't expect at all. This journey is just full of surprises. As I mentioned in an earlier post, DH and I are going to plant some trees today, a living memorial to each one of our angels. It was not a planned idea, just something spontaneous. It is just such a beautiful day today, and I am so thankful that I was blessed to have had the twins in my life, even if it didn't work out according to plan. They are a part of me and who I am, and despite the heartache and anguish, they each are mine. And today, it's nice to be able to be at peace with them and remember them, my precious little ones.
Been a bit quiet on here lately I guess your all just getting on with the TTC journey and some lucky people are waiting for their BFP to look a bit stronger ( Thopes any news )
Murraycod hope your holding up and ferrals was able to let you sleep a little better and stop worrying so much
Ferrals hope your enjoying your hols and the beach ! and lots of for that little honeymoon suprise !
Ric hope your well how you doing ?
Matthews mum hope Af has arrived and if not then hope you get your BFP !
everyone else hope your doing ok and busy getting ready for your own BFP we need a few more this month.
AFM well im on day 7 now so just waiting for the right time to hopefully get my opks with 2 lines on next week and try try again, Bit worried about my hes been taking pills for high blood pressure for a year now but they really mess him about make him feel sh** so he is now taking a new one but now his ankles and legs are swelling so I whats going on with him last time I seen anlkes like that I was 9mnths pg and that was a few years ago, so he off to the GP again ! hope he feels better soon as its the big O day next week !
Dory- what a beauitful way to remember your precious twins. I totally share your semtiment, I feel that how ever briefly my babies were with me I am and will always be their mother. I hope you had a very special day.
T-Hopes-whats the verdict is it a BFP????
Kezzy- welcome to our thread I hope your stay is short. I'm sure we can all sympathise with your fears, I guess there is no right way to cope except to know that no matter what you will keep trying until you get your forever bub.
Murrycod- how are yougoing with your TWW. I don't get why they'd make you wait till 16days past transfer. Hope you are not stressing too much. I'm on progesterone pesseries too and I feel total AF cramps every night
Sunbeam just got off the phone to FS Nurse, and she reassured me that the Crinone Pessaries make girls cramp constantly, esp like AF cramping, some girls stronger than others. She also told me the reason for my depressed mood is the Crinone also. Darn Drugs I tell ya!!
So that has made me a little more at ease, for now
Craftymummy you really deserve to catch this egg girl XXX Thank you for the support you have given me, I have been torture to deal with as of late, my poor poor DH.
Dory I do hope that you enjoyed planting your little trees yesterday, that was a lovely idea, I planted a special rose in my garden, I just love it. What sort of trees did you plant??
I hope you are feeling well sweetheart, sorry I not posting much, I'm having a bit of a hard time getting through this TWW.
I find a lot of strength in you, I love your posts XXX
TTCALC well I'm glad to see someone here is happy to be cramping!!!!! Want mine!!??? Na seriously, I do hope you get your long awaited AF very soon, and I hope she can be kind to youy XXX
Ferrals, darling, thank you. I do hope your holiday refreshes your spirit, and you feel more at ease to join back in this mad bunch of gals here XXXXX
THopes honey how are you and your thick endo doing!? Any news to share yet??
Praying for you XXX
KitF thank you so much for your reassurance XX
I had best welcome the new ladies properly now that I am in a more sane mind, who knows whal will happen in the next hour, so I better welcome now
Kit, Sparkles and Kezz, I am so sorry that you have all found your way here, but so glad you have decided to join our family and share your TTC journeys with us XX
As you have all guessed already, the girls here are very friendly, we all have a sad story to share, but wisdom to help guide eachother through our hardest times XX
I have said to many, that our little Angel Babies are never far away from our hearts, our greif is never far away either, but each day that passes, I promise you will find more reasons to smile than the day before, yes we all endure many set backs with dates, nasty or un-thaught through comments from friends or family, or even just by going to the supermarket hearing a baby cry, finding out a friend is UTD, or just having a good O'l crappy day, we are all here for you, just yell out and we will be there to help you get through XXXXXXX And hopefully we can share in eachothers great days too!
So welcome X ( and sorry it is a little belated from me)
Snugglebuggs, hope you are feeling well today babe, thank you so much XXXXX
Sorry to miss a few persies, Eliselouise if you are lurking, I hope you are well honey I miss you XXX I am slowly going mad!!!XXX
Well I got my official letter in the mail today, I have '1 SnowBub' in waiting. 4 were not at grade to freeze unfortunately, so they are no longer.
I am a bit sad by this, I was hoping that if this cycle was not a success, I could atleast get a FET straight away. But now that I only have 1 snowbaby i will have to do another stim cycle, which I won't be able to do unil May.
So please Harvey......stick baby stick.
Last edited by murraycod; January 21st, 2010 at 11:31 AM.
: got no brain today, can't spell............;>
Murrycod- so glad you got some reasurance from the clinic and that hopfully it will stop the stress a little if not the down mood I don't know what my pesseries are called but they give me every pg symptom under the sun, as if the TWW weren't hard enough. I hope and pray little Harvey is snuggling in well and that his little snow sibing will be ready in a year or so. My friend had i fresh and 2 frosties and they all took perfectly I hope you can be just as lucky, hang in there babe.
T Hopes- I'm going crazy waiting whats the verdict? Hope its great news.
Murraycod: Thanks for the welcome It's very much appreciated! Best of best luck for Harvey!
Dory: My cat would not leave me alone when I was preg! I had no idea what was going on to start with, I was just like 'What? What do you want?' Lol!
TTCALC: I would like some cramping too, AF is soooo slow!
Thopes: Any news yet?
craftymummy: Oooh it's getting close! Hope you get some answers bout DH's meds!
Kezz: Welcome, I'm new too, but I already feel comfortable here! It's great to have this place.
AFM still no AF, still intermittent cramping, but I've been a weepy cranky mess for the past few days so hopefully that means somethings happening. Seriously, I've felt soooo disgusting, tired of waiting for AF, tired of waiting to see if I got into uni this year (find out in 2 weeks, hopefully), DH and I are moving back to Melbs in 2 weeks and I'm tired of organising that and worrying about getting a rental property, tired of the 4kg I gained with the preg, tired of my skin breaking out. And there is very little I can do about any of it, expect wait it out. Which I'm tired of, lol. None of our friends in Melb knew we were preg, we were waiting to get heartbeat confirmed before we told them, so I know I have a few weepy conversations ahead of me. It's just been hard lately. Sigh, it cant last forever though.
oh just quick ladies - DH not happy at me cause were running late for dinner but still getting a ghosty 2nd line!!! dont know what to think but AF is now 4days late! yayayaya! I went to docs today and had a blood test, please pray for me tonight ladies!! I have a little good feeling, hope i can trust it. doc said its sounding good! will have result by morning.
sorry no persies, will be back later xx
for that little honeymoon suprise !
hes been taking pills for high blood pressure for a year now but they really mess him about make him feel sh** so he is now taking a new one but now his ankles and legs are swelling so I 
whats going on with him last time I seen anlkes like that I was 9mnths pg and that was a few years ago, so he off to the GP again ! hope he feels better soon as its the big O day next week ! 
Want mine!!??? Na seriously, I do hope you get your long awaited AF very soon, and I hope she can be kind to youy XXX
Hope its great news.
It's very much appreciated! Best of best luck for Harvey!
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