T hopes! I HAVE MY BREATH HELD FOR YOU. It is so exciting & scary for you. I don't know enough about the other science part of it, regarding thickness of the lining etc, but I have everything crossed for you.

Ferals -good to hear that you're lurking.

Murraycod - you are amazing.

Kezzy - I am so sorry and saddened to hear of your loss. In my experience fear after a m/c is a part of any subsequent pregnancy. Each of us find our own ways to manage or mismanage those feelings. What has helped me at times, is honestly, taking a big deep breath and thinking, this is a new pregnancy and I am going to nuture and love my pregnancy and try to enjoy it. An then repeating that over and over. I suppose I learn to live with the fear. It's always there to an extent, and the only thing you can do about t, is choose how you will manage it. The other thing to recognise for yourself, is it takes a lot of courage to try again. So if that's the decision you have made, then remember that you have a courage and strength you probably didn't realise you had. Good luck.

SPF - one of my fur babies has just been so loving and attentive today. Pretty amazing sense of intuition I reckon. The other two? Just off in their own little worlds.

AFM - Don't worry girls, you can't get rid of me that easily! I care for you all too much to run away.

It's the twins EDD today, and I have a weird sense of serenity today, which I didn't expect at all. This journey is just full of surprises. As I mentioned in an earlier post, DH and I are going to plant some trees today, a living memorial to each one of our angels. It was not a planned idea, just something spontaneous. It is just such a beautiful day today, and I am so thankful that I was blessed to have had the twins in my life, even if it didn't work out according to plan. They are a part of me and who I am, and despite the heartache and anguish, they each are mine. And today, it's nice to be able to be at peace with them and remember them, my precious little ones.