Toccara--You probably won't believe this, but I've been thinking about you so much lately! It's so crazy that you posted, because the last 2 times I posted I expected to be back fairly shortly to finish persies... and I never made it. And you were at the top of the list for the next post... you've totally been on my mind. I have a strange intuition thing going on... so I had a feeling since you were on my mind so much that things were rough for you atm...but didn't really understand until I read your post. I'm so sorry, hon... I know how you feel... went thru it in Sept., and it was tough. You have to keep your chin up, sweetie, and keep that faith burning strong in your heart and soul. I've got plenty enough for the both of us--don't you worry! Take care of yourself, love!