Shortcake,chappas,Hannah thanks so much for your kinda words ...

Mel~ thanks so much for your kind words no I have not had any test done yet I'm have them done in April or may I found a hospital here that works only with high risk pregnancy ... that if I still have a job in may ...

Jen~ You really just don't know how much your post's and determination keep me going I'm holding back tears right now because your post meant so much to me I have really been stressing and worrying a lot and on top of having to look forward to my Angel's EDD's I also am worried I will be getting laid off soon with the auto industry the way it is Michigan is really going down hill people don't have money to come to the casino and play so my job has slowly been laying off last week they got to my department so over the next few weeks I will be on pins and needle waiting to see whats going to happen if I get laid off I might have to wait even longer to ttc again I did find a hospital here that only works with high risk pregnant women! I think about you a lot too I come to the forum and lurk to look for a BFP from you !!! I pray we both get 2009 BFP and 2009/2010 babies !!!