Naomi my sweet, first of all I want to send you BIG .

Well it sounds like this dr is doing the right thing by testing bt and having you do an ultrasound. I suppose he wants to check all avenues to make sure that you are not pg before he can say it with confidence.

I can understand your frustration and its probably not the response your were hoping for but its best that you are thoroughly checked and ensure that there is nothing left from your previus m/c as that might be preventing you from falling pg again.

Please dont be so harsh on yourself. You have been pg and will be pg again and will carry a bubs to full term, you have to believe in yourself and trust in your body to come through for you. You are so young my sweet and your body is capable of wonderful things, and you will be pg again when you least expect it.

I cant take away the hurt you are feeling now, but I can say that Iam here for you and will be here whenever you need anything at all. We share a common bond love, all of us here on this thread know exactly how you feel. We are all in the same boat and some days it feels like the boat is sinking, but stay brave my dear friend and keep your head above the water.

I hope that some good comes out of all of this for you....

Lots of love and hugs to you,
Lisa