Sarah - welcome to our wonderful thread. Im sure you will find all the support you need here with all of us. Good idea to come in now and get to know us all a little better. Look forward to chatting with you
Jayne - good luck for your appt today, thinking of you.
Michelle - Thursday is good. Unless AF arrives for me too. Ive been feeling like af is going to come for 2 weeks now?? Im so glad we can do this together. And whether its long distance or night, I still feel close to you gals. Oh and how wonderful that you have someone to share all of this in the real world. Im pretty much the only one from our circle that has experienced loss so it can be quite lonely out there.
Kirsty - September is not too far away, the start of Spring, so I hope things blossom for you this time and you have a little bubba in your arms very soon. Until then , you keep on hoping onto this thread, we are all here for one another.
Tanya, has the spotting gone now??
Shan - you have been a little quiet? Hope all is okay with you matey.
Deb - how are you going my friend?
Nic honey hope you are well and things turned out okay. Pls let us know my sweets.
Naomi - where you at?? As Nola said we are all here for you.
Shell - did you get bd in over the weekend??
Nola - thanks so much for all the baby dust - it seems to have done the trick with Jayne, im grabbing as much as I can (my share anyway ). I'm leaving loads of it for all the other loveys though!
Sorry if I missed anyone...
ME - due for af at end of the week. Will be testing with michelle on Thursday though. Still have af type pains, sore bbs, and p'ing freq, but for the most part I feel like af is about to hit any second. Oh I had the slightest tiniest bit of light brown cm when I wiped yesterday (only once) so maybe af will be here early
just an update, i finally got in to see a Dr, i went to a different one then my normal Dr.
I had to explain to him about my history and what has been going on etc, he litterally drilled me for answers and why this and why that, and why i had waited so long before seeing a Dr! OMG
So he did a external exam, and then a half a pap smear (just without swabs) then he did an internal exam (by this point im really uncomfortable), but i knew he was doing what he thought was best.
I also did the Dr's hpt, came back -ive.
He said after the exams that we are to assume im not pg, but he wants me to go for a bt and a pelvic and vaginal ultrasound. As he thinks its quite possible that i may still have some of jan m/c stuck in there and that i need to be thoroughly checked out and make sure. im not allowed to get my bt results til tomorrow, but i had to make my own app for the ultrasound, to find out i cant get in til thursday.
I rang the Dr back to let him know this and the receptionist said that would be fine as Dr wouldnt have expected the u/s results back tomorrow? WTF??? he said to me to book an app with him tomorrow, which i did, but i couldnt get my bt results back til then either as he wanted to read both results together and for me to assume the bt will come back -ive.
Im sooooo scared, confused, very emotional and angry at the same time
WTF is going on???
He wrote on the u/s piece of paper that my cervix is closed? is this a good sign? he also wrote there was no tenderness when he was pushing and prodding, but HELLOOOOOOO there was and i told him, i was just wound up about having some strange Dr's fingers up me that i didnt comment at all through that exam!
I guess im just a no hopper, im never going to be pg, im going to have problems like this all the time, and its never going to happen to ME......
sorry rant over, thanks for keeping an eye out for me
Wow!! Talk about thorough!! Sounds a bit tough on you Naomi!!
At least he took you seriously and didn't just brush your concerns off (something I am scared of... hence me not seeing a Dr for this darn spotting!!)
I suppose he wrote that your cerix is closed saying you are not fertile atm, and I suppose the tenderness would be your overies eps if they have big follies in them...?
I suppose you will have all your answers Friday, after your u/s. I'm just sorry the vist was so unpleasant!!
Hi Sarah, Welcome, and I look forward to chatting
Lisa, the spotting has slowed down, but is still there... I am getting tender overies atm, and more EWCM, so looks like O will be here soon regarless of the spotting Just hope it won't hinder my TTC efforts this cycle
Naomi my sweet, first of all I want to send you BIG .
Well it sounds like this dr is doing the right thing by testing bt and having you do an ultrasound. I suppose he wants to check all avenues to make sure that you are not pg before he can say it with confidence.
I can understand your frustration and its probably not the response your were hoping for but its best that you are thoroughly checked and ensure that there is nothing left from your previus m/c as that might be preventing you from falling pg again.
Please dont be so harsh on yourself. You have been pg and will be pg again and will carry a bubs to full term, you have to believe in yourself and trust in your body to come through for you. You are so young my sweet and your body is capable of wonderful things, and you will be pg again when you least expect it.
I cant take away the hurt you are feeling now, but I can say that Iam here for you and will be here whenever you need anything at all. We share a common bond love, all of us here on this thread know exactly how you feel. We are all in the same boat and some days it feels like the boat is sinking, but stay brave my dear friend and keep your head above the water.
I hope that some good comes out of all of this for you....
Big Hugs to you Naomi, Atleast your Dr is being very thorough, which can be hard to find these days, take it easy and try not to be so hard on yourself, as you said, you were not really trying that month, so you really did not give it the best shot, so this month im sure will be different.
Jayne, goodluck today matey with the Dr app, Can't wait to hear how it all goes.
Lisa, Brown cm hey, remember Miss Jayne also was here a week or so ago telling us about her spotting and look at her now boarding the ark....so the games not over yet my petal.
Tanya, YAY so glad to hear that the spotting is easing and looks like you are about to O, go catch that eggy!
Welcome Sarah to our little group, hope your stay in here is short and you will be boarding the pregnany ark in no time!
Michelle, Glad you were able to console your feelings with someone going through a similar experience (in person that is!) I can't wait till the end of the week when we have two more graduates to board the ark, yourself & Lisa!
Big Hello's to everyone else!
Well Im not great at the moment, im having a very strange cycle this month, on day 15 still no sign of O, i had a couple of opk's on the weekend where there was a line there but only faint, so i can't count it, then they would be no line, then a faint line, then no line......and so on, i have absolutely no EWCM and my temps are low, so i think i am heading for late O or and anovulatory cycle so im just gonna go with the flow this cycle me thinks!!!
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). I'm leaving loads of it for all the other loveys though!
I am getting tender overies atm, and more EWCM, so looks like O will be here soon regarless of the spotting
Just hope it won't hinder my TTC efforts this cycle
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so im just gonna go with the flow this cycle me thinks!!!
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