Hey Coco, Just wanted you to know I've been lurking and wanted to say I hope they can give you some answers after today! Yay for the pos OPK! xox
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Hey Coco, Just wanted you to know I've been lurking and wanted to say I hope they can give you some answers after today! Yay for the pos OPK! xox
Yay Coco!! So glad everything went ok. I hope you catch the egg!!
Coco- I'm so happy for you that you get to try this month :happyforyou:, such a good sign with all the ewcm too. Hope you are not too sore and results are all good when you get them back :goodluck: Enjoy your chill out night.
Erybery- I was going to pop over to PAML to ask about your clomid experiences. I have decided that if I'm not UTD this time I will take it next cycle but FS now wants me to take 100mg as 50 and 75 did nothing for me. What dose were you taking if you don't mind me asking? Also when it does work should I expect to o much earlier? My other concern is the overy pain which I now get EVERY month since taking it last time, did you get that? I mentioned it to FS but he did not seem too concerned and said he'd be happy to US my ovaries at the time to check they are okay.
afm- I'm off clothes shopping (yuck) as my porno bbs now only fit in 3 of my work tops :rolleyes:!!! Maybe they are a good sign, but having sort of crampy feelings too so maybe just af on the way!
Hi erybery my lovely how are you ging hon?
Coco that's fantastic news!!!!!!
Sunbeam Porno boobs :rofl:
Tanya what could that yuck taste be from? Are you on meds?
AFM I am still bleeding (light today) so I really think a D&C will be on the cards for next Friday... I am looking forward to seeing the OB and asking about other tests etc to see why I have had these miscarriages. We will also be getting dh's swimmers tested on Monday so we will have the results for our visit Wed along with a long list of questions! :)
Good morning girls,
I have decided not to test today as I'm pretty sure a/f is on her way so if she's not here by sunday when I catch up with donor daddy i will test then.
Cherished- I can't take credit for the "porno boobs" term, someone said it on her last month and I thought it was hysterical :rofl: I hope the bleeding settles down and you don't need a d&c. Hopefully OB will shed more light on it all on wednesday.
Coco- I hope you are feeling good today and not too sore to bd to catch your egg :dance:
Anila-I sorry to hear your body still causing you worries. Have they done bts to see if the spotting is hormone related? Maybe low progesterone or something like that? I hope you can find the answer and put your mind at rest.
Tanya- I hope the yuck taste is a good sign we are due a few more BFPs they seem to come in clumps.
Ferrals-any news on your probe yet?
Zstar-thinking of you and hoping you are not stressing too much. Its so sad we can't enjoy our early pg now the way we should because of what we've been through. Really hope this one is a sticky stayer. I hope your gf's egg transfere goes well and you can be pg together.:goodluck:
Hello all my other BB friends hope you have a great friday, bring on the weekend :dance:
Cherished, a metallic taste in the mouth can be a pregnancy symptom, I had it with all my pregnancies... :)
SB, I hope you feeling that AF is going to turn up ends in a BFP... Fingers crossed!!
I really wanna test!! I wanna! I wanna! I wanna! I wanna! I wanna! I wanna!
LOL.... That didn't help much but maybe you can talk me out of testing!! I am only 6DPO!!
Sunbeam... Ahhhhhhhhh so you dont' have porn on the brain heheheh, this whole thread has gone to the gutter since I have been gone :rofl:
Tanya I had to laugh at your post :lol: DON'T TEST (Did that help)??????? NO, I didn't think so :rofl: I find if I am tempted I get out the old trick like put the wedding ring on a peice of string and do kinesiology with it or get dh to muscle test my arm to see if it gives a yes or no to being pregnant hehhehe, it's more fun and doesnt' cost any money ;)
Hi ladies,
I just wanted lo let you know that I will be taking a break from BB and TTC for a while. I had my Dr appt yesterday, and found I have thyroid problems, which explains the problems with getting pg, and then not being able to sustain it.
I am on some meds, which although I should feel the effects beginning to work in a few weeks, won't really have fully kicked in until about 3 months.
So we will be having a bit of a break. We'll still be BD, and I still have to take my temp (my BBT should increase several degrees overall and I need to montior this), but I won't be using fertility monitor or OPKS etc. Basically I will TRY not to be obsessing about it as much.
Although it might take 3 months for the meds to have fully kicked in I just may concieve before then, but if I'm not trying, then it will be a nice surprise.
I hope that when I do come back, my stay will be short, and the board will be full of new ladies because you will all have moved over to PAML and I will catch up with you there.
sending babydust and stickyvibes to all :grouphug:
Hi Sunbeam - I think I was on 50mg (it was 1 tablet a day). I was lucky the drug worked first time. It made me ovulate on day 14 or 15. I was in agony the night I ovulated so I thought that it had got my eggs going! (not the most romantic night for concieving but did the trick!) My Gyn said it was normal for me to have bad pain at ovulation time as I have PCOS. I was put on clomid as after I came off the pill I had annovulatory cycles of 72 and 60 odd days! Then the following cycle I fell preg naturally but that was when I lost my Bub. I honestly think my hormones were so out of whack and thats why I M/C. After the D&C In Oct I didn't get AF or ovulate so in late DEC /JAN my gyn put me on the mini pill (for a week) to induce AF. It was then that I started the clomid. He wanted me to have AF before starting the clomid so that I would have shed the lining after the D&C. I also had a blood test on day 21 to see if I had ovulated and then I did a test 10dpo and got my BFP. I know how lucky I am for it to have worked first time especially since I NEVER seem to ovulate. Im pretty sure my gyn told me that if the clomid makes you ovulate then it should happen around day 14, as its stimulating your ovaries from day 3. I hope this helps. Please don't give up hope. I know how incredibly frustrating it can be, its hard enough TTC without any fertility probs or prior losses. I wish you all the best. Let me know how you go. I lurk in this thread often as some of my previous Belly buddies are in here and I know the pain they and all of your are going through and I was an active member in this thread after my loss and I loved the support I got!
Cherished - I'm well lovely, everything is going along nicely at the moment (thank goodness), still finding it hard to believe its real but gettig much more excited and relaxed as time goes on. I really hope your bleeding stops soon so you can TTC again and I hope the docs get to the bottom of your M/C's. big hugs!
Milly5 - Wishing you all the best. Thank you for being so supportive and sharing your journey with us. I hope to see you back here sharing your BFP news very soon.
Awww Milly :( At least you have a bit more of a clue as to your ttc issues and possibly why you may have lost you bubbas. I hope you have a great break and I hope to see you back soon.
xx
:redface:
Hey there *waves*
My name is Kyra and we lost our precious bundle last november on our wedding day..
I was 5 weeks or so but we'd been trying for him/her for over a year before hand ... Me and hubby have a 2.5 yo son and origionally wanted our gap to be less than 2 yrs.. its really hard to go month by month with no results and keep a positive mind.
Anyway I was hopeing to get to know people in my position so i have someone to relate too..
I just got my cycle back properly last month *YAYS!* so im hopeing this will be our month.. Its so upsetting watching everyone around me have there kids and tehn watch those kids grow up while i am STILL trying to concieve mine. sometimes it feels like they and i know we will never have ours :(
Im guessing this feeling is normal??
anyway feel free to add me to facebook (my name is Kyra wolfe and dp is azula from avatar on nickelodian (yes im a bit of a child myself he he) if anyone feels the same as me please tell me! its driving me crazy feeling so alone.
i dont know how to do the lil signature thing so i will just write it at the bottom..
Me (21)
DH(22)
DS (2)
MC ( 06-11-08)
TTC again since jan 09
HOPE THIS IS OUR MONTH :pray:
I spoke to the gynae's assistant and they said they found endometriosis and they cut it all out :)
I didnt think about endo and whether I had it but just read up on the signs and I have all of them! Why didnt I think of this??
Pain may be in any of the following forms:? Period pain ? immediately before and during the period
? Pain during or after sexual intercourse
? Abdominal, back and/or pelvic pain
? Pain with opening bowels, passing wind or urinating
? Ovulation pain, including thigh or leg pain [B]<---OMG! I HAVE BEEN WONDERING ABOUT THESE PAINS FOR THE LAST 4 MONTHS!!![/B]
Bleeding maybe any of the following:? Heavy bleeding, with or without clots
? Irregular bleeding with or without a regular cycle
? Premenstrual spotting
Other symptoms may include:
? Bowel or bladder symptoms, including bleeding, constipation and diarrhoea, increase in
urinary frequency or change in your normal function
? Tiredness
? Mood changes
? Bloating
? Premenstrual symptoms
Infertility
Infertility is present in about 30 per cent of women with endometriosis. It is believed that chemicals
may be released from the endometriosis cells that:
? Interfere with the ability to conceive or
? Affect early normal development of the embryo
In moderate to severe cases, scarring may cause interference with the release of the egg (ovulation)
and passage of the egg along the tube because of damage or blockage.
:welcome: Kyrawolfe. You have come to the right place. We all know how you feel. It is very normal to feel helpless and like it will never happen but stay strong. Im very sorry for your loss and being on your wedding day must of been even harder. I hope your stay here is only short.
Coco - Wow.... That is good news that they have taken it all out. Why didnt they tell you this yesterday?? My fingers are crossed that this is your month. How are you feeling today??
:welcome: Kyrawolfe. I understand completely how you are feeling. I also have a 2.5 year old and feel the pressure to have another child before the age gap is too large. I was due at the start of June 09 with our 2nd and would have had a 2.5 year age gap- perfect I thought. Then I MC that baby just before Christmas. We have been TTC since my cycle in Feb with little success. I thought it would be easy as my first pregnancy was problem free and we conceived very easily. The 2nd only took 2 months so when I mc I told myself that it was probably for the best as the fetus wasn't developing properly and we would just get pregnant again- easy huh! well apparently not. I have been feeling so flat- I wouldn't call it depressed but I'm just not myself. Quite a few of my friends are getting pregnant for the first time and whilst I am excited for them I am also envious of their developing bumps. I recently decided to visit my GP for some answers, she sent me for blood tests and an US. I am going into visit her tomorrow where I can get some answers. The Dr who did my US mentioned that I look a little poly cystic but was a little dismissive. Of course I have now googled everything I can on PCOS and am sh@t scared now. I have found some info on Vitex (herbal remedy for hormonal imbalances) and progesterone cream that I am going to ask her about (which is very weird as I am a scientist by education and normally don't go for herbal remedies). Anyway hang in there, I'm sure it will happen for both of us. But please understand that you are not alone and whatever you are feeling is valid. All the ladies on this thread are great and supportive.
Everyone on this thread has proven in the past that they can conceive, it is just a matter of time. To all the ladies a massive hello.
Coco- sorry I must have missed your post. I just wanted to say that I have a GF who was diagnosed with endo, told at 26 that she would never be able to have kids, had surgery to remove her endo, modified her diet a little and conceived and delivered a healthy little girl in 2005. Since then she has delivered a healthy boy in 2008 (after more lapro) and is now pregnant again due in 2009 (after no medical intervention at all). She has mentioned in the past that the 3 months after her surgeries is when she got pregnant so hopefully it will be a BFP for you in the next month or so.
Hi to everyone else, I will update tomorrow after my Dr's appt. Hope your all well and I'm sure we will see more BFP soon.
afternoon ladie's
Sunbeam-No i havn't heard anything so i rang them and of course no one is there today i have to ring back monday ARRGGGG!!!!!! But DH and i have decided if they have to move on to D.N.A sequencing we will try natrually until they find it i feel optimistic that 75% is ok odd's and i think the amount of bad luck we have had losing abbi and everything after that went down hill and nothing went our way i feel we have had our bad run and we are due for some good luck the only thing that is worrying me is once i'm pregnant is waiting for the testing and result's at 12 week's but the way i see it i could wait for the pgd ivf and it might not work anyway i have a bit of time my appt is on tuesday and AF is due then so i will see what my FS say's and go from there and thank's for asking i hope your RB dosn't show and you get to test on sunday wouldn't it be nice for those 2 lines to show up while your DD is there with you.
Zstar-hope you are relaxing and feeling confident this little one will stick.
Tanya-i also get the metalic yuk taste when i'm UTD hope it is a good sign for you.
Cherished-how are you feeling today i hope the bleeding is settling down for you and the porno boob's i laughed at that also and i did hear someone else use the term before in this thread not sure.
Tanya-[DON'T TEST JUST YET !!!!!
i know you want to but give it a few more day's hope that helped.
Milly-sorry to hear you have to take a break but i'm glad you now have some answer's i am also having a break until i know what is going on i need to stay here so i have someone to talk to who understand's what i am going through and the support is what is helping me get through each day maybe when you come back i will be starting my pgd ivf and still here so we can support each other.
To all my other BB ladie's hope you are well
Well i think i have raved on enough i am feeling good today i went through abbi's things and put them in the the draw's for our next baby i have set up the room so i can go in there when i want to and hope and dream
hi everyone
yeh its friday!
milly - i hope you have a good break and you are back here telling us about your BFP!!!
sunbeam - i still have everything crossed for you
coco - glad to hear you have some answers and you get to go for it straight away!! Bring home the BFP!!!
welcome kyrawolf - you are amoungst amazing women here that will give you all the support you need. i am sorry for you loss. we all have your feelings at different times - its only natural. i hope your stay here is short!
ferrals - i hope things sort out for you soon. looking forward to hearing with the FS says.
tanya - eagerly awaiting some positive news from you...
afm - had doc appt today. she isn't doing a blood test to confirm. she said if it showed up so early on hpt i def am. i have full bloods booked in for 6/8 and first scan 11/8. i will be just under 8 weeks. m/c last time at 6 wks so i am taking dh with me for backup. i am feeling good. trying to relax. bring on the scan i say. that will be my first little milestone to pass the 6 week mark. everyday i am pg is a blessing.
i think of you all all the time. i'm going to pop over to the PAML thread and say hi. i don't want to leave here yet. this feels like me home. i need to know how you are all going.
i hope everyone has a good week end. i will be back next week.
Coco - I have endo (aswell as PCOS) apparently alot of the time they go hand in hand. I had mine removed through laproscopy surgery Nov O7. Did the Doc say where they found it and how bad it was? If they cut it all out then thats a good sign. We were told to TTC straight away as this is when you have your best chance (before it grows back) I know endo is scary, I KNEW I had it for years and docs just dismissed it, I actually had a laproscopy 7 years ago and the gyn didn't find it but when I had my recent surgery the new gyn said he other doc must have missed it!
At least now its been removed you have a much better chance! Thinking of you lots xox
Afternoon all how is everyone today, its the weekend YAY :clap:
I havent posted for a few days havent really had time but ive still been making time to get on every day and have a quick read.
Ferals its good to see that you are feeling ok and you are very strong to have gone through abbis things and getting them ready for next time, hopefully you get some good news about the DNA sequencing and if not you can try naturally and hopefully get a BFP very soon :)
Coco thats no good about the endo but great that they have taken it all out, hopefully your sticky little bundle will be on the way very soon :crossfingers:
kyrawolfe :welcome: and youve definately come to the right place. Its a very loving supportive bunch a ladies in here and hopefully it helps you out. The feelings you are having about not conceiving are very normal, we all have that concern but we have to keep our heads up and stay positive and know that it will happen when the time is right (hopefully sooner rather than later)
Milly thats not good news about the thyroid problem but at least now you have some answers and you can do things to correct it, and hopefully you will get BFP very soon
Tanya the metallic taste sounds very promising especially if you have had it before with other pg's. I suggest dont test as hard as it is but maybe try give it a few more days at least and then hopefully bring us the good news, will be thinking of you and cant wait to hear :crossfingers:
Sunbeam hopefully Af isnt on its way and when you test on sunday its all good news, we need some more BFP's in here i think :)
Cherished thats no good about having the D&C but just think it will help and then you can get back on track with TTC. Similar thing happened to me, was still bleeding 4 weeks after m/c and even though it was only light it was extremely annoying and since having the D&C the bleeding has stopped, FINALLY :lol:
To anyone else i have missed i hope you are all doing fine.
Better go now and think of something to cook for tea, sorry ive written such an essay but just so many of us to talk to
Chat soon
Thanks erybery
Im not actually sure whether I am ovulating or whether I have already ovulated?
I had an almost positive opk yesterday but it was with very undiluted urine then negative today...so maybe Im still to get a positive? I dont know...I know i definately had a negative on wednesday but i had that glob of ewcm that ive never seen before. So...
Im a little hesitant to :bd: tonight. I want to but Im worried it will hurt my stomach..:tmi: I think i might have to tell dh not to go "deep"..iykwim??
I just had a shower before and I realised the dry blood on a particular spot on my belly button is my wound, then i felt nauseated and faint looking at it and trying to clean it and the one on my upper pubis so... :| Damnit, they're just going to have to wait and heal themselves...
Hi everyone
Just popping into tell Milly I too have a thyroid issue and am on meds, took me 6 weeks to regulate my thyroid and that was with 2 dosage adjustments. I feel pregnant the first month after it was regulated. I am assured by the docs by thyroid levels were fine and wasnt the cause of the loss. Just make sure you have your levels checked at least every 3 weeks when pregnant (I had mine done every two and a half weeks) as my endocrinologist said this can cause mc if goes out of wack. Baby needs to rely on your thyroid hormone for the first 12 weeks until their own works, I believe he said. However, I have Hashimotos Thyroiditis - which is underactive. Not sure if yours is under or over. Anyway just thought I would share with you.
Hi everyone.
I think we missed the googy egg this month, either that or the surgery disrupted my ovulating because I had EWCM on wed and a negative OPK, then on thurs when i came from hospital I had an almost dark enough to be positive OPK, then yesterday it was lighter and today its negative again... bugga...
I would have forsaken some pain to :bd:! So now Im awaiting the wicked RB and hoping that I see a change after the endo being removed!
Anyone else who has had an endoscopy here?? If so I have some "how long.." questions..
1. How long till you got your results back?
2. How long till the pain went away?
3. How long till the gas they pump into you stops making everything hurt like hell?
4. How long till you started trying again?
Hope everyone is having a nice w/e. I felt ok enough to venture out today and then about an hour after we went out I started to feel pretty crappy so now Im in bed with the laptop and waiting for the panadine forte to kick in and do its thang.
Eli, it is possible that you may have caught the end of your surge on your OPK... do you check any other fertility signs? It is also possible that you are still waiting to O... I hope you aren't out this cycle.
xx
Coco- sorry mate, never had endo so can't shed any light on your how long q's. Bummer about missing O, but at least next month you'll be able to enjoy trying a little more than you would have been able to this month, if you are a little sore.
AFM- Dr's this morning, said my ovaries are a little PC but that my hormonal levels seem ok and so I am not actually diagnosed as PCOS. She maintained that we just have to keep TTC, and doesn't think that the PC will cause too much of a hassle. The good news was that she seems to think that I probably o'd late sunday, so there is a very small chance of a BFP still this month.
Big hello's to all the other ladies, any other tests to hear about?
Thanks Maddison, Tanya, Ferrals, Zstar, Elsielouise, Superstarmumsy & everyone.
Coco - sounds like you have some answers too, so that's good news!! :)
Ferrals - perhaps we will be BB together - fingers crossed!!
Superstarmumsy - it is underactive, but it's not Hashimotos (I wish I had of taken some notes in the Drs!!) I have to take thyroid meds, adrenal meds, and iodine. That's good information so thanks for that, and that was great news for you, and very encouraging, so thankyou!!
Thanks everyone for all you wonderful support over the last couple of months, here's to BFP's for all!!! :grouphug:
Coco - What exactly is an edoscopy? Is it the same thing as a laproscopy? I had a laproscopy which was a camera through my belly button to have a look for endo, then they used probes to cut it out.
I got my results at my next appoint with the gyn which I think was a week later?? It was prob a week or 2 till I felt 100% better again. The gas gave me lots of pain in my shoulder and in ribs(which is normal) I think it prob took bout a week too. We were told to wait till I got AF and then TTC as they did a D&C at the same time so my lining was very thin. Hope this helps answers your questions!
Ery
Yeah I had the same thing as you did :) They didnt do a d&c because I was at the fertile time..
Tanya:Im pretty sure I missed it because my CM is dry and crumbly after having that massive glob of ewcm the day before the op and Im spotting because they took a strip of the unterus tissue instead of a full d&c...but I think I am just happy to sit out this time and wait until the next cycle...will be interesting to see how the next AF will be anyway so im complacent with my decision!
Thanks for helping with my questions!!
Eli, well I hope the surgery helped and you get a sticky BFP very soon!!
AFM... Feeling a bit yuck today! I also had a nice jump in temp this morning...
Is anyone else testing soon?
Tanya- have you tested yet? Its sounding very promising.
Lisa
Yep... couldn't help myself... BFN @ 8DPO (FF has me at 7DPO)... So no surprise *roll eyes*.
I will test again tomorrow knowing me, and I will let you know how I go :)
Hi ladies,
FF finally detected my big O so obviously I did ovulate this month - have had very clear rise in temp for the past 5 days - yeah! So I will be testing in 6 days - have a baby shower on Sat and want to know if I can drink - I think if I am not I will need a couple of drinks to get through the day. DP is not even here to support me - he is busy holidaying in Bali with the boys!
Even if this isnt our month I am glad of the longer cycle this month...it means we dont miss O next month as I will O after DP is home! For once I am glad I am on a 35 day cycle rather than my usual 28/29!
Hope everyone is enjoying the weekend x
That's great SSM!! :D I hope you don't have to even think about ttc next month and get your BFP before the baby shower :) That would be awsome!! WOuld oyu tell everyone there? Could you help yourself?
xx
I think I will be keeping a BFP a secret until I safely hit the 12 week mark this time, considering what happened last time. I am not someone who can keep secrets but have promised myself it will be mine and DP secret. I am not even telling mum...I think the loss hit her just as hard as me last time and want to save everyone not knowing what to say to me if it all doesnt go to plan. Having said that I am very positive that my next bub will be very sticky! But I was so excited last time I let everyone who asked if I was know - some people knew we were trying! I will just be grinning very widely at the baby shower...people will just think I am dealing with the loss very well. hahaha
Allllrighty...
Someone..a friend.. just popped my happy bubble by posting a pic of a pregnancy test on their facebook....
way to go...
She couldnt have done it less discreetly! And she didnt bother asking how my op went...
well I've been a little MIA lately lol lurking and reading, just keeping to myself.
coco - thats awful, really sucks when something you want so much seems to be happening to everyone else around you but not yourself :grouphug:
Looks like Tuesdays going tp be the big O, freaking out sooo much, still very very unsure.
Hope everyones feeling better :)
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To the TTC'ers who have suffered a loss, I need some backup!
I recently learnt of a couple of ppl in our circle that are pregnant....when i hear of this news I think they fail to understand how I feel and when I hear about the news it will now until we are pregnant again, hurt me and make me jealous and angry...
I just want to say...When i make a status that is negative about my whole situation, I just want to get it off my chest and have the negative moment..because that's how I feel. Negative. And that's how I deal with things, and how I need to be to get through it..
I dont feel happy for them yet. I cant pretend to be happy and I will continue to feel like this until we are back into the race safely..
I dont know how to explain it to everyone without being this brutal.
I dont want sympathy's and I dont want:
"it will happen" and
"stop thinking about it" and
"it happened for a reason" and
"it's ok you'll get over it" and
"don't be negative" and
....I want all the people who say these things, to just think about something they really really desperately want to have right now, go ahead, something you desperately want, even if it is trivial..and you're making the biggest effort to get what you want, and going through every possible step to get there...then you get there and you're happy and so "complete" and then it is taken away from you....now how would you like someone close to say to you that they have that thing you want and they barely tried or barely had to make the effort to get it...
Feels pretty **** huh?? Like you've been stabbed in the heart? Or like your heart has been ripped through your nose? Or like your face might explode into tears at any moment?
When you have been through what i have, then you can judge me for how I am feeling and how I want to just revert and not see the ppl or not speak to them much for fear that i will just cry and scream...
When you have suffered a loss then you can tell me how to grieve my loss...
When you have been trying long term to acheieve the goal and then you find you have a condition that has been preventing you from getting it and have to have a small but painful operation to fix it and then you still cant try, then tell me how to deal...
Just needed to get that off my chest. I knw Im not the only one, and that doesnt make me feel better about it...the only thing that is going to make everything better is when we fall pregnant again and if we are able to carry it to full term...
It's funny...Ive done everything to make my body baby friendly, gym, vitamins, healthy diet..and I didnt know I had something inside that killed our chances and cancelled out what I have been doing to help the cause...
Hi gals
Coco-It's hard, it's so hard and you are right no one that has not been throught this can have a clue how it feels to lose a baby, a tiny, longed for, hoped for, so loved baby. And to go through it more than once makes it harder, more unfair, more devastating. It takes away all the future joy of finding out you are pregnant and replaces it with stress and fear and doubt. It is totally unfair. To then find you have something making getting pg even harder, as if it weren't hard enough already, is just a punch in the guts. For whatever it is worth we are here for you. :comfort:
Tanya- Good luck tomorrow :crossfingers: hope its a BFP.
Superstarmumsy-will be keeping everything crossed for you too :crossfingers:
Milly-so glad they have found something that sounds very treatable. I really hope it gets under control very quickly and you can be TTC asap. Please don't go far we'll miss you.
I've been lurknig for a few days. A/F showed up this morning as expected so I have my clomid ready for starting tomorrow. Also starting diet again tomorrow with a friend as it is 6 weeks till my trip to NZ so I'd like to lose 5kg and that seems like a good first goal. It will also be good to have something else to obssess about other than making babies!
Hi to everyone else and welcome to kyrawolfe.
Totally know what you mean! The thought of being pregnant again after 3 M/C's is making me feel sick...soo much worry, I just feel like I wont be able to enjoy it at all, always worried something is going to go wrong:
Drives me insane my SIL can call me up to rant on about all the baby stuff she's bought etc, etc but has never bothered once to ask me how I'm feeling and coping with the loss.
There are some real f'ing cows out there!
Coco-hun you are just saying what most of us feel like on the inside but try to keep it to ourselves i hate the be patient it will happen speech what people don't seem to get is i don't want to be patient i just want to know will my next baby be healthy the fear of concieving a baby affected like abbi terrifie's the hell out of me i am sick of everyone abuseing there bodie's while pregnant and i have to serve them with a smile while inside my heart is shattered that i have a stupid rare gene that is stopping my dream's from comming true and i'm sick of all the pregnant people saying i'm over it i just want it out of me (if only they all knew) it is hard and every day is a challange and we are here for you as you all are here for me.
Toomanyshoe's-don't even mention pregnant SIL ggrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!! i want to slap mine i still refuse to see ,speak or even be near her until she get's on her knee's and say's sorry to my mum.
Sunbeam-sorry AF turned up mine is due tue/wed
Tanya-goodluck
AFM-i am nearing AF so i'm getting teary at every pregnant women and going over every detail of abbi's pregnancy and thinking all the usual what if's she would be here in about just over 2 week's her due date is the 11th of august (oh!i mean was) and every day is getting harder i just want to sleep through it and not think about it but i have to keep it together for my boy's