Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage/Loss July 2009

Ferral I so know what you mean...

My 3 SIL's, drank, smoked, ate crap, went out clubbing, complained about wanting it to be over etc etc all way through their pregnancies...none of them ever had a single complication! never a M/C...I mean for ffs! I did everything right and yes I'm blessed with two beautiful children but the pregnancies were awful, stressful and super complicated! Now 3 M/C's and these womens take what they have for granted every day! it makes me sick, i refuse to have anything to do with them anymore (christmas was the last straw for me) some people really need a smack in the head. :wall:

hmmm as you can tell I'm having a few bad days lately....just feel so angry!

I thought everything was falling into place but really it was just teasing us again. DH is off to NSW for a job interview tomorrow, so :crossfingers: for that.

Really starting to question wanting another baby...I want it but not sure its the right thing to do.

Lots of :cheer: :stickyvibesboy: :cheer: for everyone still trying this month!

Hello ladies,
My name is Amanda and i am trying to conceive after two early miscarriages. I don't seem to have a problem getting pregnant, just staying pregnant. My husband and I took a long break after the second loss. I just didn't have the heart to try again. We are going to start this month. Currently I am about cycle day 10 or 11. I feel like i am running out of time...i will be forty in September.

Baby dust to all!!!

Amandanurse-Welcome i'm sorry about your loss and i hope that this time around it all goe's well for you a few of us girl's in here know what you mean about running out of time i am 35 and feel that way but i also know plenty of women 40 to 44 that are pregnant or have had babie's so you still have time.

Just got the call they have found the SLO mutation in our's and abbi's gene whoohoo!!! so now we don't have to try natrually it's now IVF all the way we have to wait another 6 week's for them to do there own testing but that's a lot easier to handle than 4-5 month's :happyforyou:OH my god i'm so happy right now:happyforyou: can't believe my first glimpe's of good luck:jawdrop:

oh ferrals thats such good news, im so happy and excited for u!!!

wow, 6 weeks is nothing really it will fly by in no time, good luck with it all hun.

Ferrals!! That is awesome!! Here's to a happy healthy sticky pregnancy coming very soon!!

Welcome Amanda, so sorry to read of your losses. It really helps to have lots of support while you are going through this. xx

TMS, sounds like you are having a rough time atm.... it really isn't easy to put yourself through pregnancy after loss.... (((hugs)))

Sunbeam, good luck for this cycle... I really hope the clomid does the trick!!

Eli, it really is hard to see other ppl getting pregnant... it's good to see you are off loading. I really hope you are UTD soon... (((hugs)))

Tested again this morning and it was, as expected, a BFN... yu know even tho I know the chances of getting a BFP this early are very slim it really doesn't help!! I wish I could resist! I think my chart is heading triphasic tho... hmmm? Might see what my temp does tomorrow before I test again.

Hi there everyone :)

:welcome: amandanurse and I am sorry for loss. I am sure you feel like you are running out of time but there are many success stories so don't give up :) Fingers crossed this is your month!

Ferrals that is *fantastic*! I'm really excited for you, I bet you are pg before you know it xoxoxoxo

toomanyshoes There's nothing wrong with pruning the family tree! Out family tree looks more like a twig now :rofl:

Sunbeam come and join me on the weight loss thread ;) I'm so excited that today is my weigh day and I've lost 2.2kg in 4 weeks YAY http://forums.bellybelly.com.au/foru...pport-4-a.html

Coco I've sent you an email honey xo

SuperstarMumsy it's a tough choice to tell or not tell.... that is the question? For us it was pretty easy not to tell, next time we will be keeping it to ourselves for as long as we can, maybe 14 weeks..... I would hate to have had to tell everyone about my last 2 losses...

Tanya any news on a BFP from a POAS today?

AFM dh took his swimmer sample in for testing today so we will have the results for my OB appointment on Wed, I have still been bleeding lightly everyday so I think I will have a D&C Friday which I am ok with. I'm just happy to be loosing weight and looking to the future :)

Hello Ladies,

Amanda-hi and welcome to our thread :hello:. This is an amazing group of women so I hope you find all the support you need. I am 37 (38 in a few weeks) and trying for my first, many of us here are late 30's.

Ferrals- I am sooooo happy for you :happyforyou: that is fantastic news. No having to go 12 weeks wondering and worrying, it will be healthy babies all the way. :dance:

Cherished-I may look in on the weight loss thread thanks. My friend and I are doing Tony Ferguson, I did it once before and found it pretty easy.

Okay, please help I am totally freaking out. I looked in my book last night and if I conceive this month my baby would be due on the EXACT same day that I lost my last 2, on Anzac Day! I don't know what to make of it, when I saw that I just burst into tears and bawled for ages. I'm not even pg yet so it may not even matter but if I do fall then how am I supposed to feel, how am I supposed to cope or believe that the baby will be okay. If I could I would probably skip this month because of that but donor daddy is away for next month so we'd have to wait till October to try again and I don't want to do that. I feel like I'm being tested in some way and its scaring me. :crying:

Amanda - :welcome: Its unfortunate everyone in this thread has to meet because of such horrible circumstances but at least having all been through loss ourselves we're better equipped to help each other through the heart ache and stress that can come with TTC again. I hope you get your :bfp: very very soon!

Cherished - As far as I?m concerned DH side of the family doesn?t exist. :dunno:

Tanya - sorry to hear it?s a BFN again :crossfingers: still.

Ferrals - :happyforyou: That?s awesome news, you must be very happy things can get underway sooner!

Coco - I hope your feeling a little better today, don?t be too hard on yourself, I?m sure almost everyone here agrees with what you said and understands how your feeling. :hug:

Sunbeam - Wow I don't know how that would make me feel. If you really dont want to wait then you should go for it! As stupid as it sounds, maybe its a good sign that this time its going to stick! What you were meant to have on that day will finally happen! :hug:

Cherished I hope all goes well for your DH's swimmers :)

Sunbeam... If I am pg this cycle, I will be due very close to Banjo's birthday.... It really is tough to not think about dates and the what-if's. xx

Sunbeam-if all goe's to plan and my ivf cycle is at the end of 0ct begining of Nov that would make the baby or babie's due in August the same time abbi was but that's only if it work's so if i were you try not to think of it as a bad thing and that maybe your liitle one is trying to get back to you.

ferrals that is so wonderful sweeety congratulations!!! :confetti:

cherished: gor ur email sent a quick reply but will reply again later :P

sunbeam: so are you utd? or have u tested? or not sure? if ur utd then that's wonderful!

I wouldnt be worried about the dates corresponding with anything at this point Id just be happy to be pregnant!!!

I keep POAS with the OPK incase I havent ovulated yet :lol: wishful thinking!!

I wrote in another thread that Im not sure whether I ovulated and the surgery probably destroyed the eggie, which I guess is fine, I needed the surgery done and glad I got one answer out of it, but now I dont know where I am in my cycle and whether to just keep basing it on a 28 day cycle or not??

And if they cut all the endo out, does that mean my period will differ from what it has been before? Will I spot or will it just come out red first go :dunno: I dont know what a normal period is now! :help:

Morning all, hope everyone is feeling as good as we can be for a monday morning.
I havent posted for a while as i dont really have much to add, nothing at all has changed for me. Still waiting for AF to arrive after the d&c and it feels like its been forever. I hope it doesnt take to much longer so we can start TTC again :crossfingers:
Ferals that is such fantastic news about the IVF, 6 weeks will fly by before you know it.
Sunbeam thats must be a hard situation to face but just think of the joy for when you do get that longed for BFP and hopefully that will outweigh it and you can have a H&H pg
Cherished congratulations on the weight loss hunny thats great and also good luck with getting dh swimmers tested hopefully it is all good news. Will be thinking of you friday.
Tanya hopefully it is just to early and thats why you got a bfn and maybe in a couple more days you will get the bfp your after :crossfingers:
toomanyshoes of course having another baby is the right thing to do if thats what you really want. Hopefully it will happen for you very soon
:welcome: amanda, hopefully your stay here is short but while you are here you will get all the support you need
coco i hope you are feeling a little better today. It is so frustrating how some people can be so inconsiderate of our felings and you are so right that they have no idea what it is like if they havent been through it. Cheer up hunny and hopefully you will get your sticky little bundle very soon :hug:
:hello: to anyone i may have missed and i hope you all had a good weekend
Bye for now

Hey there all u mummys to be :)

Sorry its been a few days since i introduced myself.. i got so many replys by the next time i checked :D

im a little out of the loop with all of you.. i think its great that there has been so many success stories.. i guess we'll all have our day sometime eh?

So just to bring me up to speed id love to find out your stories :) I know there have been alot of posts but i still find it hard to put the peices together..

Btw, i have no idea what some of these abbrev's are, i know ttc (learnt that one recently haha) but what is BFP?? and AF D&C?? Im sure these are all really obvoius so apologies... but i can be a little slow to catch on with these things :P

Well me and hubs dnt really do good at the whole counting my cycle thing so we basically just go hard out all month :p (i no thats tmi but oh well) My monthlys are due in two days so fingers crossed they never come.. Ill be doing a test tomorow morning so i will let u all know how that goes..

Im hopeing our son will be a big brother soon-=- :)

Anywho let me know wats the hap with you all then ill be able to start talking to you all too rather than just whinging about my own problems constantly :)

ill just type this thing again as i still have no clue how to do it lol

Me(21)
DH(22)
DS(2)
MC 06-011-08 :(

Hi Kyra!
Welcome...errr...kinda... :wall:

BFP is :bfp: <---big fat positive although we often seem to be getting the opposite

BFN :bfn: big fat nagtive..
D&C is dialation and currettage...I dont know how to explain that one without me getting a upset...could someone??

AF is aunt flo, or there is RB for rat bastard lol

there is a list of TTC abbreviations on here somewhere that you should keep somewhere hehe you'll get to know them!

Hope you're well xxx

Thanx coco and tanya <3

Well in that case I know all too well about BFN's~! we get one specially for us every month *thumbs up* lol..

yep i know what a D&C is now.. Thanx darl.. sorry to upset you.. i know how upsetting they are, and how insensitive the doctors around them can be.. (not a big doctor fan these days)

And thanx Tanya :) ive tried to make a signature, lets see if it shows up eh..
Well as far as my test goes, im thinking weve missed this month cuz im already starting to cramp up :( Wondering if it might be worth just waiting an extra day rather then wasted a test..

Thanx again and looking forward to hearing about evryone soon :) <3

take care girls <3

kyra

Kyra, you didnt upset me love, just dont like talking about them!

Hoe you get a BFP in a few days time :D

I just worked out..I think if i keep counting this cycle as normal and Ill get my period on the 31st or 1/2aug then Ill be ovulating when we're on hollidays, and my TWW will be happening while Im distracted with being away on holidays and I wont obsess and Ill get my :bfp: on appx august 30th! Well..that's the plan anyhow bahahahaha!! WOO!

Hi Kyra- I was pretty confused by it all to start with too. There is a really good list to help you. If you go to the first forums page you'll see a listing for "Forum help, Abbreviations and FAQs" if you click on that and go to the 3rd entry on the list "common jargon and Abbreviations" it has heaps listed and explained there. Hope that helps.

That sounds like a plan coco *thumbs up* :pray::D

ill let u all know how it pans out.. tho with every minute im getting more of the regular AF symptoms *haha im getting forum fluent! :D*

and i just worked out TWW by myself (google) *Gloats*

Good Luck coco!! and everyone on here! Will post again in a few days.. :)

Kyra

Hi I need to round up the ladies who have had the laparoscopy again cos I have more questions...

:tmi::tmi::tmi::tmi:

I cant poo...last one was thursday..I am having parachoc, a liquid laxative. At first it was I couldnt "push" because my stomach muscles are understandably sore, but now. its just..it isnt coming...

I am having trouble with my memory..like every day I have to struggle to remember the day before and the days previous..Is that normal?

coco - have you had much to eat lately? as in since you had it done? that could be the problem...If your worried you should pop back to the doc...hope your feeling better soon :hug:

Yeah I have eaten...and included some greens etc in it..and fibre so..

MIL is a trained nurse and she said that the anathesia (sp) can sometimes cause constipation..but 4 days? Ouch!

coco - ouchies indeed :redface: make sure you drink lots!

Well 99% sure I O'ed today....Picking DH up from the airport soon so put me down for my TWW...TMI? :rofl:

Yes I'm saying it now in black and white so I cant chicken out of DTD at the last minute!

So worried already and not even pregnant yet!

Hello ladies. I don't see many familiar faces. I haven't been on this forum in awhile... and to be honest, I hate that I'm back here, if you know what I mean. I found out two weeks ago that my baby's heartbeat had stopped. DH and I saw it beating strong at 6 wks, but 10 days later, it was still. It was still measuring at 6 wks. It's strange how the greatest moment of my life and the worst moment of my life occured in the same room, sitting on the same table, watching the same screen. This is my second m/c. My first was in October. I was at 7 wks and 3 days, but hadn't had any ultrasounds, so I never got to see my first baby. It took us 6 months of TTC to finally fall pregnant again. It seemed like forever. Between knowing the really low odds of m/c twice in a row, and the even lower odds of m/c after seeing a strong heartbeat, I was on cloud nine thinking I finally would have a baby in my arms very soon. My sweet baby is still with me, as I chose to have a natural m/c and it hasn't yet started. Does anybody have any advice as far as testing goes? One of the nurses said we should look into testing, and another said testing usually isn't considered until 3 m/c. Two nurses at the same office :confused: I am going in tomorrow to see the actual doctor, so I guess I can ask her, too. I'm saying lots of prayers for all of us that have to go through this devastating experience. :grouphug:

Hi Hannah, :hug: so sorry you're back here again. Im worried about the same thing happening when we do finally fall pregnant again.

Can you maybe fib a little and say you've had 3 m/c? And you want to get testing done now? Im not sure how that all works but I will not be waiting around if I have another m/c.

I had a natural m/c with taking misoprostal to get things "moving" and it was bloody horrible. I hope yours passes very quickly and you can start to mourn.

Im not really good with knowing what to say, but I know that all the girls here are just so amazing and have helped me so much through my issues. I know you'll be able to find some comfort here.

:grouphug: What have us women done that is so damn wrong that we have to go through this??? :wall:

Oh Hannah! I am so sorry for your loss :( (((hugs)))



Tested again this morning... I wasn't going to.... BFN.... I think I will lay off the tests... LMAO!!!

Hi Hannah- I'm so sorry you have had to return, I know it is a huge fear for all of us. I have also had 2 m/c in a row so I understand the shock the second time when you truly feel everything will go okay. I also saw my baby's strong heart beat but 2 days later it had passed away. I think what i have discovered is that m/c is far more common than I would ever have believed but that it is such a taboo subject few people will tell you until you have been through it too. I do not know much about testing as far as the baby, I have focused more on tests for me to see if anything is not right. I hope we can be here for you and offer you the support you need at this time.:grouphug:

Tanya-sorry for your BFN this morning, is it still early?

Good morning ladies!!!! :p

I have something i'd like to share. On Sunday night I tested (very early) and both dh and I saw a shadow, so I tested Monday morning on FMU and got a faint second line. Which brings me today. On FMU I now have a lovely but light line. Now for the reason why im writing you all.

Originally if I got a BFP I was going to keep it to myself, mostly out of respect and compassion for the beautiful women who are still trying or have had little success. Here comes me, for a couple of months and then im off again. Now that I have a light BFP, I don't feel ready to go. Im still untrusting and worried of m/c. Im too nervous too book an DR appt incase its wrong............someone tell me im being stupid because I already know it! :lol:

Girls, im so sorry for being selfish.

Sorry for ne persies, but WELOME to those who are new or returning. xoxoxox

morning everyone

hello to all the new ladies that have joined us recently, im sorry for ur loss.

i have been reading not really posting, im having a hard time dealing with the end of my tww, i dont have any money to buy tests, which is probably a good thing really, but im over thinking every symptom, and as a result i think i have become run down, tired and very emotional.

im just over it..

wow sunny, that is awesome news, congratulations hun.

Congratulations Sunny - That is very exciting news. Make your drs appointment. You and your husband both saw the second line so i think its pretty safe to say YOUR PREGNANT!!!!!! :leap:

Coco - I know my user name is your chosen babies name and if you get your BFP on August 30th thats my 1st wedding anniversary ... so i hope im your good luck charm!

Hannah - Welcome and im very sorry that you have had to rejoin us. I hope we can give you lots of support and this hard stage.

Very excited for you Sunny. It really warms my heart every time we get a BFP in the group. A friend of mine also announced her pregnancy yesterday and she is a beautiful person. So much good news. Makes me even more excited to be able to announce my own good news when its my turn. Let us know how you go at the drs. Sending you heaps of sticky healthy happy pregnancy vibes!

Thanx so much Maddison and Anila. I am very happy, but nervous. I have no symptoms, my boobs dont feel different or anything. My last cycle was 42 days, this one i tested positive on day 26! Still not 100% convinced!

Congratulations Sunny!!!!! Have a wonderful STICKY pregnancy!!

Anila, IKWYM about the TWW driving you crazy! I have tests and I have been using them, but they have not helped!

Sunbeam, still only 10 DPO (9 according to FF) so yeah, it is still early... I just wanna know!! LOL

Morning ladie's

Hi Hannah sorry you are back here there is a lot of wonderful women in this thread to help you get through this difficult time.

Sunny-way to go hunny i'm so happy for you.

I havn't got time to reply to everyone i have to get to work but wanted to tell you all i had my 1st appt with the FS and it is all looking good i am waiting for them to ring me with date's for our first blood test's ultrasound and DH swimmer's i was told once they take our blood it will be 8 week's for them to develope a probe to test our embryo's then i will start our cycle so we are looking at oct/nov which i am happy with but she strongly advised us to have one embryo transfered as because our fertility is good we have a good chance of twin's if two are transfered and the chance of problem's in twin pregnancie's is a lot higher and premature birth is a problem with twin's so we have to think about that and the other thing is we will not find out the gender of our embryo's we will be happy with what we get.

Sunny that's awesome:happyforyou: Oh my gosh 3 positive tests even if they are faint is pretty positive in my book. Get to the dr so you'll know for sure. Whooo! PLEASE DO NOT feel bad for sharing your good news with us, BFPs just give us all hope. Don't worry about the no symptoms either remember every pg is different :stickyvibesboy: :stickyvibesgirl:

Anila and Tanya- really hoping for BFPs for you I know the TTW is agonizing :hug:

Ferrals-that's great news and must be a weight off your mind. I really hope the time goes quickly for you with wonderful results at the end.

Hello all my other BB lovelies.

Thanks Tanya and sunbeam, im actually feeling queasy today and i just had an hour and a bit nap while the kids watched tv, im hoping its pregy related, but i have had a few late night recently and im not eating very well, or healthy, i have packed on the kilos since my ttc journey began back in dec, and again even more weight when i lost my baby back in may, so that could be contributing to me being tired.
I have no cm what so ever, but i didnt with my angel baby, so i duno.

sunbeam, is that u in ur ticker?
u are a hottie :D

Hello girls

Sunny my little ray of sunshine, so happy your line got darker and darker although I always knew it was a :bfp: :hooray: I didn't think it was possible but I think I must be as excited for you as you are for yourself ;) Take care beautiful girl and keep in touch..... HEAPS, I want to hear all about your sticky healthy bub xoxoxo :hug:

:welcome: kyrawolfe, it looks like have figured out your signature and have instructions to get to the abreviation help list :) I am very sorry for your loss and hope your stay in this thread is short

Hannah I am sorry you are back in this thread and for your loss... I believe there are more tests you can have done even after 2 mc's I am seeing my OB tomorrow and will be asking him so I will let you know. We got dh's swimmers tested on Monday so hopefully they will be good.

Coco do you take fish oils for omega 3? I take flaxseed oil for Omega3 and it can have a laxative effect plus Omega3 is good for your brain :)

Tanya I have 2 words for you... BULK BUY :rofl: heheheh I love my bulk buy OPK & PG tests from ebay, is that where you get yours from?

Anila maybe you should get a bulk lot too than you will always have them on hand hehehhe

Ferrals it is very exciting that things are finally happening!

Sunbeam love the pic honey :P

AFM I'm really looking forward to the OB appointment tomorrow, my bleeding has slowed down to heavy spotting but I think I will still be getting a D&C on Friday.... And I can't wait to see what dh's swimmers are like

Anila-hehehe :lol: yes that is me in the photo, thanks for the compliment. Really hoping what you are feeling is symptoms :crossfingers: when are you going to test? I had no cm when pg either. I know what you mean about piling on the kilos, I've gained 13kg since starting TTC in Feb 08, hence the diet!

Cherished-I hope tomorrows appointment answers all your questions and that DH has superhero swimmers :bluesperm:. Although a d&c won't be pleasant I'd imagine you are totally over the bleeding and spotting by now.:hug:

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Tanya I have 2 words for you... BULK BUY :rofl: heheheh I love my bulk buy OPK & PG tests from ebay, is that where you get yours from?

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Yup... got way more OPK's than pg tests tho... I thin kI have already used half of my HPT's and this is my 1st cycle!! LOL

Hannah-=- reading ur post brought me back to our last ultrasound. I had a bit of a cry and feel almost embarrassed about that.. Im not very good at knowing what to say.. and I feel almost unworthy to be crying at someone elses loss just as it feels its not my right too? not sure if that makes any sense..

In a way one of the things that hurts most for me as weird as it sounds is not knowing what sex our baby was.. As soon as ur pregnant (especially when youve been trying over a year..) you feel so in love with your baby and it just feels distancing to me that I dont know wheather i lost my little boy or girl.. We had names picked out and i just wish i could give bubs a sure one.. we ended up calling our baby Cub (a nickname as our name is wolfe) but it still hurts never knowing whether we were having a milo or a mika..

Anyway im ranting,, im very sorry to hear, and hearing the strong heartbeat before hand would have been especially hard *hugs*

Sunny -=- congrats!!!!!!!!!! that is very good news.. Personally i dont feel anything bad for people in here who finally get a BFP, it does give me hope, and its to someone who really deserves it... Fingers crossed you get through the 3 month wait without too much stress, and get a healthy bub in ur arms at the end of it all :)

Coco -=- have you got ur AF visit yet? Its exciting to hear that this month will be a higher chance for you than b4.. GOOD LUCK, im sending you concentrated hope energy!!! *puts fingers to temples*

Tanya-=- Ohhh i soo wanna bulk buy testing things.. but i just know ill waste them all and end up doing 30 a day just because i obsess over my will of being pregnant and try to make it happen with my mind! (im a little spiritually crazy, but u will all get used to that) Im sorry for ur BFN ... im kinda in the same boat this month

AFM-=- well last night i did my monthly BFN.. wasnt as surprising to me as i already kinda knew AF was comeing.. someone outta tell her shes outstaying her welcome eh. Stupid cow invites herself over every month!

As for when i do get pregnant.. I can just see myself chewing my nails so far down i dnt have fingers left and pacing up and down the halls of our house until i hit 3 months.. hell until ive birthed bubs. So Im thinking i will stick around even if that does happen soon.. That and im likeing everyone in here and enjoying the virtual company :)

Well this month has marked one and a half years since we started trying.. Sigh.. soldier on i guess eh? Ur all so strong and do this so well ..i feel like such a whinger lol

Well love to hear from u all sorry if iv missed anyone but im sure ill get to know the haps a bit better as i keep jumping on here each day..

Now back to missing my son and hubby (there at kindy and work today and im all alone with my cramps)

TTYL girls

Kyra

Thank you for the words of encouragement, Ladies. I forgot how much it helped me to come here during my first m/c. It seems nobody else in the world understands what I'm going through. I'm sorry that you all do, but it is helpful to know you're all here.

Kyra- I know what you mean about not knowing the sex. It is really hard. We considered having the tissue tested so that we could at least know if it was a boy or a girl, but unfortunately, that wouldn't be covered by my insurance. I do have a feeling that this one was a girl, but can't know for sure. DH and I are choosing names for both of our angel babies. We went through baby name websites and looked up unisex names. It's really difficult to name a baby that I know I won't meet until I go to heaven, but I feel that it's the right thing for DH and I to do to help us get through this.

Sunbeam- we seem to have had very similar experiences. I'm so sorry for your losses. We aren't planning on getting any testing for the baby. It just wouldn't feel right for me personally. What kind of testing did you have done?

Coco- I actually did consider fibbing and telling them I have had three m/c, but I called my insurance company today and they said there is no required amount of m/c you have to go through before they will cover testing (thank goodness!) So I am going to insist during my appointment tomorrow with my doctor! She hasn't mentioned misoprostal to me yet, but I was thinking of asking her about it. I don't know much about it though. Is there any risk for further pregnancies or anything like that? I think it would be hard for me to take that, but at the same time, my baby stopped growing 3.5 weeks ago and I haven't had any bleeding or spotting yet. The wait is devastating. I don't feel like I'll even start to feel better until DH and I can start TTC again. It helped me heal after our first loss.

Sunny- CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR BFP! That is such exciting news! Praying that everything is perfect with your precious little one!

:hello: to everyone else! You all are so strong, I don't know how you do it. Praying that we all get our miracles soon