Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage/Loss July/August 2009

[kyrawolfe]

lol i just realised mt ticker was wrong.. made a new one

[NattyT]

Hi everyone

How are you all? What's on the cards for the weekend? Mah oh man I'm glad it's Friday!!

Just wanted to duck in and see if there's any news from Sunny...thinking of ya, girl (Echo-ing your thoughts Ferrals )

Just a quick question which might sound a bit silly...how did everyone cope with having to explain about their angels to people/customers at work? I work for a bank and deal with customers every day, quite alot of them knew I was pregnant so when I went back (about 4 weeks ago) I had the horrible job of having at least 3-4 people a day asking how everything was going. I'm still having people ask me and it's just not getting easier. I was wearing a 'B' pendant yesterday and one cranky old buggar had the nerve to ask me 'why on earth are you wearing a B around your neck when your name is Natalie??' Stupid old %@!!!&# !!! I've got an RDO today, think it's come at the perfect time 'coz I do believe I would've been a blubbering mess...oh aren't emotions a wonderful thing??

check back in later

Natt XO

[coco1411]

I just woke up, my head feels like a bowling ball

On the up side! I just had a dream that we just picked up "Madison" from the hospital There was a sign on the door to the room saying "We welcome Madison into the world" then below it had the date, time weight etc but I couldnt see it...I just knwo the sign had Madison in pink and there were 4 dragonfly's on it and the background was green...

And there on the bed waiting was our baby wrapped up in her blanket with a pink dummy in her mouth with her eyes wide open *sigh* I remember saying "this is what's meant to happen, you're meant to leave with a baby when you're pregnant in hospital, not without a baby!

It was so good! Hope its a good sign of things to come.

[coco1411]

NattyT I was quite emotional about it and I was only 7 weeks when we lost ours. The only people that knew were people I work with and they knew I had had some spotting and bleeding, they were all reeeally good. The few that didnt know were so appologetic when they were asking me if I had been getting the blood tests still (hcg ones...) and I ended up taking some time off a month after it happened because I had just been crying at the drop of a hat. After having the month (which was meant to b 2 weeks) off I was good and I had gotten first AF after that so I had a little closure. But the best closure came when I had thid laparoscopy and they found the endo because they're sure thats what caused it.

[maddison]

Hi everyone,

Its friday again.... Yay for the weekend! How is everyone doing? We have a few in the 2ww it seems. I am 10dpo and thinking of testing on Sunday just to stop myself from thinking about testing.

Sunny i hope all spotting has stopped for you and that you have been able to get some rest. I will be for you and your baby to be nice and sticky.

Sammy i agree about going to a bulk billed dr when you just want a blood test, referral etc. I know at the local drs here they charge you an extra $10 for an antenatal visit. Even if your only in there 5 minutes. Its almost impossible to get an appointment too and we have no female doctors. Did you test again this morning??? I am so happy for all your BFPs!

Coco what an interesting dream. Ive never had the 'baby' dream. I hope its a good sign for you this month.

Natty sorry you are having to re tell your story and keep reliving your loss. I cannot imagine how hard that must be for you.

Kyrawolfe a little quiet time in your pjs this morning sounds lovely.

Anila how are you doing??

Eliselouise i dont think my dh gets that the time to bd is so short either. It always seems the most important day to db one of us just doesnt feel like it.

Hi to everyone i have missed. Good luck if anyone is testing over the weekend.

[Anila]

Anila how are you doing??

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um, not good really, all the girls from my belly thread are finding out what they are having, and it is reminding me that i would have been finding out the sex of my baby this week also.
so im feeling a lil sad about it all, and i went into pumpkin patch today, to buy a few baby gifts and i just saw all the baby stuff I wanted to buy for me, i know that time will come again, but its just so hard.

thanks for asking hun.

on another note i did an opk tonight, but im unsure of what the result means.

SUNNY, i am so super dooper happy for you that ur numbers have come back so freakin awesomely high!!!
CONGRATULATIONS!!

[kyrawolfe]

NattyT

It was really hard because no one seemed to know what to say to us and it made everything awkward for everyone.. and then some tryed to say the right thing but just made us feel worse.. Its so hard sometimes it feels like u wish everyone would just say nothing at all or just talk about something else, so you can keep the grieving private and not feel like its everones buisness.. i dnno thats how i felt anyway.

What an insensitive basterd.. He prolly wasnt thining bout anything but his own problems and didnt fathem before he spoke that maybe there was a personal reason behind it. I hope you put him in his place! some people are so ignorant!

I feel for u hun x hope things get better for you <3