Coco - fair enough too. I understand how charting can be intense at times, so not a bad idea to give it a break. Your OPK's will give you what you need to know - that is if you need it - sending you lots of positive vibes.

Maddison - it's amazing how people feel the need to comment. When i was m/cing i went to the chemist and bought 4 preg tests cause i knew i'd want to keep testing to see if there was any remote possibility it was going to be ok. the young girl behind the counter remarked, that 'wow want to see it four times huh?' with a big smile on her face. i felt like saying 'actually i'm in the process of losing a baby and am monitering how things are going' and walk straight out, but of course i just smiled like you and wanted to burst out crying. I guess unless you've been in our situation people just don't have the sensitivity of what others could be going through. bloody frustrating!

Sunbeam - wishing you luck and hope you get your bfp soon with all your tests! ha ha

hope everyone else is going ok

AFM - just having dinner with DS. going to acupuncture this thursday and am really looking forward to it for some reason. just means i'm a bit closer to ttc again. by my calculation i'll be 4 weeks away from ttc again - and gee that sounds like forever away. actually looking forward to af coming this month. life is cruel sometimes isn't it - af = something you can look forward to one month and yet hate the next for what it represents. aaaagggghhhhhh!!!!!!!