oh anila! u poor thing! maybe you should 'practice' (i know it sounds childish) such a scenarion in front of the mirror. give yourself the chance and time to have different reactions, but get it out. i know you feel bad about your reaction, and being asked is difficult obviously for you right now, big hugs hun. BTW have you been to the DR for a blood test? I think AF cant be too far off. Im waiting just like you, just not as long as you!


I hate having LLOONNGG cycles! Less chance for a miracle!
sorry for the whinge