Oh MillyD, love, at the moment you just feel as sad as you want, it's gonna hurt, but there is every chance of a miracle. They do happen. Just know that we're here for you, and your family loves you.

Reet: Hope you can get that boy to stay home! Catch the eggie!

Possum magic: Every pregnancy is different, there are lots of people caught unawares!

Murraycod: So do you have a magic egg number in mind? (this is part of the believe it and it will happen thing!)

Betty: Sorry for the loss that brought you here, but I hope you find some comfort.

AFM. Oof. I'm shaking a bit. Ok. I don't know why but it's actually quite hard to type this. on day 12. Faint, but visible and came up around 6 minutes. I had a bit of a cry last night cos I wanted this to be my month (yay for may!) and I was so scared, I had really achy boobs and I just hate being tricked by my body, but I did the whole believe it thing. Spent the waiting time for the test in another room pacing. I wanna keep this one so badly. Had to show DH that POAS website so he understood than the line is allowed to be faint, lol. He's swapping between ''oh i knew you were pregnant'' and ''really? are you sure it can be that faint?''

So - yay for may! and yay for affirmations!

Oh possum magic: I actually have a list of my symptoms and the days I had them from Splat, and this time it was totally different, so it does happen.