Hello!

Well its all sorted.. not the most ideal situation but alright.. we have decided i will throw our 2 dogs in the back of the ute and drive the 500ks to get to dh and go camping for 3 days with him. From cycle day 12 til the arvo cycle day 14 or early cycle day 15- depending when i get positive opk. He will still be working all day but where they will be is in the middle of the bush with a freshwater creek so shld be nice and relaxing.. Alot of sleep and bding!!! I will be so embarrassed while im there.. he works with 3 other guys! I said to dh yesterday.. 'well i bet ur the first one that a woman has driven miles for just so they cld bd with u! u must feel pretty good!' His reply - 'im not even thinking of the sex... theres a greater cause! babies!!!' haha but oops i think he kinda realises ill be using him.. But nah it will be very nice to get away for a few days with my girls and just do my own thing.. and share the evenings with him.. oh and 10 mins in the morning
Even if it doesnt happen this month atleast i will know we gave it our best shot.. and that shot better be a good one!

Mildez- Oh my goodness ur dh must have some strong little spermies.. waiting 6 days for that egg to pop! wow! And thanku for helping to make me feel not so crazy driving k's and k's to bd!

Saffy - It made me laugh reading that inside u were furious at dh for being admitted to hospital while u were O'ing! haha i defintely think i wld be the same! i actually think i wld have to get him into the toilets and do it anyway! I hope i dont o as early as u - day 10 or 11.. we wld have no chance then! FX. Since i went off the pill and didnt get af for 4 months and then got it permanently for 3 months and then went straight onto clomid ive never really had a normal cycle to compare anything with! so frustrating! I think it shld be around day 14 though.. hopefully!

Matthew mum- thanku for letting me know that info. x

Possum magic- I am probly trying to make this happen way too much this month but i honestly dont think i cld manage just letting the month pass me by, i wld be angry and resentful at dh i think.. even though that is a bit ridiculous cos he does have to work after all.. or who will support our dear little baby when it comes! I am just hoping now all goes to plan..(like i dont 'o' too early) and if it doesnt then its really not meant to be! I hope u get a sneaky bfp!! be sure to let us know! when are u testing??

Craftymummy- I believe it will happen for u too.. when ur least expecting it too.. just like kit!! everytime i see my gyno he tries giving me a new presciption for clomid.. i always have to tell him i still have 6 months left of it and that i hope to god i dont get thru it all! I might become bb's clomid dealer!

Alice- i feel as though the last 11 weeks since i m/ced were an enforced break! it nearly did my head in!! and now finally when i get all the drugs to get my body back to normal i wld be absolutely devastated not to be able to give it a chance! But like one of my friends said.. maybe i shld be giving my body 1 cycle to try and get back to being a bit more normal.. and maybe i shld be taking the signs and letting things just be.. But i cant!!! haha. Oh this ttc to such hard work!!! Thanku so much tho
I saw a naturopath once, i went there feeling healthy and walked out with $300 worth of pills! How does that work!! Apparently my liver was in a bad state and all these other things but i dont feel like the pills did anything and i only took them for a month and then went back to taking nothing.. and im still healthy! I wld defintely be getting tests done from ur normal GP, no point worrying about something if theres nothing really there to worry about!! Good luck oh and i have no idea how u go without all that 'necessary' stuff - like sugar etc!! u must be very strong willed!

Kit- I am kinda looking forward to the 2ww.. crazily enough! it will be good to get back on track! it will be a bit nerve racking but nothing compared to the worrying etc that i think ill be doing when i do actually fall pg.. as much as i will try not to worry i dont think it will work until i see that little heartbeat.. something i have never seen. I just hope we dont miss 'o' time! And u know its funny u shld say that if u try and 'push' the process ur scared something cld go wrong, i still feel like thats the reason i mc'ed, i went to the doctors at 5 weeks and then found out at 9 weeks that it had stopped developing at 5 weeks. Its a bit silly to think like that but its still in the back of my mind. Im so glad ur just enjoying being pg. how many hpts have u gone thru??!?! hahaha oh and thanks for that info on maca! i have been taking it for 2 weeks but i stopped when i started on clomid cos i thought it cld clash, but i might google it tonight and see if theres any info on the 2 together, if theres not i will start back up on it again!

Iona macca- and now the 2ww begins! hope it goes fast and ends in a BFP!!!

Murraycod - U made some great points.. as usual! if i hadnt been able to do what im doing then i defintely wld have taken ur advice and sent him some texts etc. I think it will feel a bit forced when i see him next week but we havent really made bding into a big chore yet- we still do it everyday even when im not o'ing. I do notice sometimes tho that i put ttc before my dh.. luckily my dh brings me back down to earth and points out that he wldnt mind if we never had a baby as long as we still had eachother. When he says that it makes me realise how very true it is. Lucky u having 2 weeks off work! have a good bday xx

Porsche- Yay that ur body is giving u signs!! Go catch that egg!!!

Big hugs to everyone else! Thinking of u all xxxxxx