Kitfaerie-CONGRATZ you deserve it so much good luck for a happy healthy 9 months.

Murrycod-woo hoo the jabbing has started.

Millyd-Sorry this is happening to you i know the feeling of excitment and joy and then it turns into heartbreak and devastation.

Thanks to all the ladies who made comments on the skank who i work with or should i say skanks there is a few of them where i work makes going to work agony.

AFM-Do you every have the feeling that this thread is a great help but also a source of dissapointment and pain i feel the need to come in here to get things off my chest and also to see how everyone is doing and give some support but lately i have been feeling this site is doing more harm than good it is a reminder of what i fail at every month it is a reminder of how long i have been in here and a reminder of how long i have been trying to have a baby.
Don't get me wrong i am happy for everyone who gets there BFP everyone in here deserves it i just feel i cope better without the constant reminder if i stay away then i am not constantly thinking about who has a BFP who hasn't these last few days i have been busy and ttc has not consumed my every thought and i have enjoyed it so i guess what i am trying to say is i need to leave it is not you ladies you are all great i just am not copeing so DH and i are going to tell people we have thrown in the towel to get people off our backs and maybe we will get a sneaky BFP when we least expect it.

I wish you all the best for the future and i will miss you it will be hard to stay away but i need to.
And Murrycod you and i will still be in contact via email you will understand why i need to do this.