Hi Ladies,

Apologies in advance for those I've missed... it's hard to keep up!!

Murraycod - I really feel for you. You must be very strong to put up with pain like that, and I'm hoping this is your month!

Alice - Great news! It's a tough decision you've made, but it sounds like it's right for you. Congrats on going to uni. What are you studying?

Gem - I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope you find this place as theraputic as I do. It's really helped me through some of the worst days of my life. And that was without even posting. I would just read, and feel better knowing I was not alone. Don't feel bad about wanting to try again so soon, it was all I wanted to do when I mc, and we weren't even trying. We'd only been together 8 months. But it felt so right. I say do what is right for you. Be brave! I also hope your trip to Rocky goes well, and I can't wait to hear how your scan goes. Fingers crossed for an extra chunky lining. LOL

Dory - You wouldn't believe the strange looks I get when I confess that not only I can knit, but I enjoy it! Nobody knits these days, at least nobody I know anyway. Keep it up. I say if it keeps you sane, go for it.

Kit - Yes, it definitely seemed like a good cleanout. LOL.... more than I've seen for a long time. And it seemed to go on forever. Now that I count, it was only 3 days. And good luck with your appointment today. I'll be waiting by the keyboard for good news!

Thopes - It must have been so hard for you to hear that news. I can't say I've reacted any differently to other people's pg announcements during my grief. Don't beat yourself up about it if you can't handle seeing her. Just do what you feel is right, and don't worry about hurting anyone's feelings. If she gets upset about your avoidance, maybe you should explain it to her. No person in their right mind would be angry at you for protecting yourself from further upset. Be gentle with yourself.

AFM, AF is officially OVER! Hooray. Can't wait until cd12ish when I know the bd'ing really counts! For now, I told DH it's good practise. Come to think of it, I'd better go and break the good news to him that I'm no longer 'broken'. (That's what we call it when I have af... lol). He'll be thrilled, I'm sure. I hear the shower running. Might go and sneak in. Bwahahaha.....