Hi everyone,

Apologies in advance for this negative post. I am sitting here in tears but I really need to talk.

I just rang my FS for my results to see if I was ovulating and apparently I didn't ovulate this month. Well, that's put all the temperature crap out the window since I had a temp rise on CD13. I am so upset and disappointed. I really hoped it would be this month. I don't understand how you can ovulate one month and not another. I had to try so hard not to cry over the phone to the nurse. It's just not fair.

Does anyone know what this means? Is it just a matter of going on Clomid?

I have to wait 2 weeks to go back to the FS to get any answers. I also have adrenal deficiency which is linked to auto immune diseases which I think isn't helping.

I just feel like I am letting DH down (I know he would never think that, he is so loving and supportive). He would make such a great father and it breaks my heart I haven't been able to give him a child.

Oh well, at least I can expect my period now and won't get my hopes up as I know there is no chance.

I will come back later tonight when I am feeling better (and more positive) to write persies.

Thanks for listening