Hello everyone! I have been lurking on this board for so long, it feels like I already know a lot of you. For some reason, I finally felt compelled to start posting. Maybe because I am having one of my darker days. It is just so hard to go through something like this and not have anybody around who understands how much pain I'm going through. It only makes it more difficult that I work in a drugstore and probably 75% of my customers are either pregnant or have newborns.

I suffered the loss of my little one on October 25 at about 7 1/2 weeks. It was a natural m/c. It was the most devastating day of my life, as I know you all understand, and I am so sorry for that. The doctor recommended waiting two cycles before trying again. I didn't want to wait at all, but DH and I compromised and decided to wait one cycle, just to be on the safe side. So, we are on the TTC journey once again. It will be about 2 weeks before we can do a HPT. We were so blessed to get pregnant the first month when we were trying for our first angel, and I am just praying that it will happen that quickly again. I am trying not to expect it though. I have been praying for all of you ladies as well. I know that I am going to be a nervous wreck when I do see another line. Not at all like the complete bliss I felt last time. It will be comforting to have all of the encouraging words that I find on this forum. It has already helped me through so much. Thank you all for that!