Morning Ladies
Thanks for all your comments it does help to know I am not alone feeling like this,
I am now on day 28 but am so scared to test as the disappointment of only one line is just awful I think I prefer to wait and see if AF turns up I am expecting her and will not be surprised when she visits that way,
I agree about coming dates near your due dates and so on when your not pregnant my
due day was the 15th birthday of my DD1 in March so I really hope I am pregnant again before then as well as my sister is due 4 wks before I would have been as well as my SIL so if I'm not pregnant before Feb next year really don't know how I will cope.
Matthews mum sorry you've had bad comments I know how you feel people ask me why I am bothering TTC again at my age ! I'm no dinosaur yet ! best to just let the comments go over your head and concentrate on the clomid and coming fingers crossed for you this month,
mumof4 you are so brave going to baby showers don't think I could do that just yet not till I was pg again you need to give yourself some credit you are doing really well and good luck in the TWW,
twinsis glad your still OK hope your feeling sick soon ( in the nicest way of course ) I am always reassured when I feel Ill in the first few months
cherished know how you feel I was like that yesterday about TTC and now I feel better !
eliselouise any news have you POAS I am too scared too !
everyone else keep smiling and have a great day !
THANKS TO YOU LADIES I FEELS SO MUCH BETTER TODAY !
Cherished so glad to hear that your still around, sorry to hear your having a hard time with the TTC at the moment. I too think ill be absolutely shattered if this cycle isnt a BFP, it is just way too hard.
Craftmummy glad you are feeling better today. I know what you mean about not wanting to test, im trying my hardest to hold out because i really dont want to see a BFN. Think ill test saturday, hopefully we can both post a BFP
mummyof4 yes my ticker is wrong, ive removed it for the time being and hope that i dont have to put it back on. Gonna wait till saturday and test if AF not here. That makes perfect sense about wanting to be PG by those dates, im the same ive got weddings and partys and xmas and i just want to be pg by all of then and especially by my angels EDD which is january 26th, gosh im hoping i am by then and hope you are too. SIL is improving thankyou for asking. Shes off the ventilator and breathing by herself now so its great news.
Hello to everyone else ive missed
AFM still waiting, no AF but too scared to test. So hard to know when AF is actually due as my cyle is anywhere between 22 and 28 days and it changes every month. Im currently on CD25 though and if i ovulated when i think i did im 12dpo so if i was pg it would prob show on a test by now but just dont think i could cope with a BFN at the moment. Have finished work for the week which is great, back to work next week for 2 nights and then 4 days off, WOO HOO!
a major me post here.... and a stupid one at that
can you PLEASE PLEASE help me not to test..... this is so stupid but i am a mess because i tested, apparently i felt that i should be the first person in history to get a BFP 6DPO ROFL ok now i know how stupid it sounds and i knew it was going to be negative but i still did it.... and i still cried about it and the worst part is i still have one more test left and i have the strongest almost need to POAS... arghhhhh i just feel so stupid
mummyof4 DONT DO IT I know how tough it is wanting to test and how absolutely devastating it is when its negative, its the worst feeling ever. Try and hold out at least another week and heres hoping its a BFP for you!!
Mummyof4-the next step is another BT tomorrow and U/S then if all good i should trigger sat night and egg pick up monday morning it all depends on my estrogen levels tomorrow if they are still good then yippee we will make it to the next step if my estrogen is way up then they will cancel.
And i dreaded the events that i had to attend and the births of all those babies around me but i did get through it i diddnt think i would cope but i had a cry and was ok i still try to avoid things that are painful but i am doing pretty good we talk about abbi all the time so she will never be forgotten and my DH brought me a glass christmas ball with an angel inside of it and he had Abbi's name ingraved on it so every year at christmas she is with us and remembered and loved these little things we do make it so much easier.
Mathewsmum-i have had people say i am not the happy bubbly person i used to be and life goes on blah blah blah i tell them when they have held there dead child in the arms and had to deal with the fact that i had to make that choice to do that to her and then to find out we might never have a healthy baby together then they can comment on how long i should take to grieve and how long it should take for me to be my old self again and that i dont think i will ever be the same again but until they have been through it then they can keep their comments to themselves.
Craftmummy & elislouise-fingers crossed for your BFP .
ferrals that's a nice idea about the christmas ornament, might have to copy your idea
sounds like your ivf is going well so far, hope there will be a few more eggs ready when you need them to be.
eliselouise85 you must be a very strong willed person to not have tested yet. i keep coming on here expecting to see your bfp!
~mummyof4~ must be hard for you, but you need to wait! could you get a blood test done to get the result sooner?
craftymummy9 hang in there, hope you get a bfp soon.
Matthew's Mum i think you are right there, that this affects us all more than people can imagine, and will do for the rest of our lives. i was talking to a friend at work who m/c 10 years ago and she still thinks about it even now. i don't think i will ever be the same person i was before the m/c.
afm i think the tablets are working, along with the vitex and general mutivitamins i take i'm up to 10 tablets a day. sounds crazy. just need to get that af back.
on another note, one of my work friends invited me to a party next weekend, the only thing is another one of her friends (who i used to work with) will be there. she is due when i was supposed to be, and i just cannot go because i don't want to see her. i think i am being totally irrational but i know the mood i am in i will burst into tears if i see her
Just a quick note to say that AF made her grand entrance yesterday so my HPTs were obviously false BFP or my eyes were playing tricks on me. Just the lead up to this AF was different, more cramping than normal, boobs sorer for longer (and both not just my left). Oh well... next time. I was alright until DH rang me at work and told me what he just found in the bin in the bathroom. I think he was actually more upset than I was so he went out and bought me some ovulation stick things! It was so sweet.. he said he wanted to do something to help me. Will start on 100mg Clomid on Monday and if that doesnt help.... off to another FS who can hopefully me more.
Ferrals... great news!
Mummyof4... WAIT! Good things come to those that wait! But I'm like you... if it's in the house I've got to use it!
SnugBug.... do you need someone to carry your bags? I'll make myself free if you do!
And to those in the TTW.... fingers crossed that this month is your month!
I agree with SPF and Matthew's Mum.... the pain hidden behind a M/c never ends... I tell people I am fine but deep down it really hurts.
fingers crossed for you this month,
I know how tough it is wanting to test and how absolutely devastating it is when its negative, its the worst feeling ever. Try and hold out at least another week and heres hoping its a BFP for you!!
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