Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage/Loss - November 2009

EL - fingers crossed for your SIL. I hope you get good news.
greencake - I am resigning from my job at the end of the year, and going right down to the bottom of the ladder, but I think my body needs it.

Thanks girls for your thought, but AF cruised in today, at 3 days late!
I picked a fight with my poor mum last night, I have been so cranky lately, it's work, I know it is, but she just made one anti-energy saving light globe comment and man did she cop it from me! She tried to laugh it off, and I lost it on her. She didn't know what to say. But you know what? I don't care. She has called me twice since our m/c in July, and one of those times was my birthday. Cheers, mum. Awesome.

Snuggly - Aw I'm so sorry to hear both that Af arrived and that you had a fight with your mum. You seem to be taking it well though and I'm glad you are excited to be officially TTC now.

Hi all

I went to the natropath yesterday and she was great. She did the iridology thing and said I have a slightly weak liver function and a sluggish digestive system and I am too tense and need to not think so much about everything and stop trying to please everyone else and to breathe...because I have no moons on my nails..I am lacking in oxygen and maybe iron..

So I am on these horrible got awful herbs that I put in a little bit of juice, swish around my mouth for 10 seconds and swallow, 3 times a day...

She also said that my oestrogens were through the roof and I need to not use any types of plastic in the microwave at all, and to do some more excersises to get more oxygen..

I also have to work on my relaxation in that I need to clear my head totally of everything...I dont know how to switch off totally. I dont know how to not care about what others think...

Also she said to stop trying at the moment. By that she meant to just bd every second day. and maybe more at cd13 & 14 and stop on cd15 and have a breather.

I have to keep a food diary because she thinks i am not getting enough of some minerals. So in 4 weeks she will look at my food diary and see what she has to tweak and what I have to tweak..


All sounds good. The herbs are ok..I just need to get used to it, but if it's going to give me my baby then so be it..

The herb mixture includes vitex and she said its ok to use this amount of it (dont know how much it was) during pregnancy because it is great for morning sickness and will keep the progesterone up.

:crossfingers:

Sorry for no persies. I am having a major emotional decluttering day today so needing some space. Will catch up soon xxx

coco that sounds awesome. Have you thought about doing yoga, or do you already? It has some great detox functions, is excellent for de-stressing, but my favourite part about it is the all-round strength it gives you, and confidence in your own body. And if that doesn't help you now, then it certainly will when you're getting ready for that baby!

You'll get used to those dirty herbs! I actually found myself craving them after a while! Yuck!

Evening all, thankyou all so much for your prayers and well wishes for my SIL. Havent really heard too much of whats going on down in melbourne but did get a text from my other SIL saying that she squeezed her dads hand this morning and that the coma has lightened a bit so thats positive. Me and DP are going to go down and see them all on thursday.

Coco sounds like you learnt alot at the naturopath, hopefully it puts you on the right path to conceive your precious bundle. Ive been meaning to go and see a naturopath for months but just keep putting it off, really should just get off my butt and do it, might do the world of good
Snuggly sorry to hear that AF showed up and that you had a fight with your mum, hopefully when your on your holiday your mind will be preoccupied and it will happen just like that
Twinsis good luck with your Drs appt in a few days. Its so hard to keep your mouth shut isnt it. I said i wasnt going to tell people too early but couldnt help myself i was so excited.
Ferals WOW it is actually really full on isnt it. I hope you can get a few more follies in the next couple of days so you have the best chance at it.
mummyof4 i too would say only 24hours after but i think everyone would be different, i get ovulation pain which i had never noticed before my last mc and its just on one side and is quite similar to period pain, just a dull ache and the occasional sharp pang
SPF Yay to getting the all clear on the US. Hopefully that was AF last week and you can get your BFP very soon
Cherished are you still lurking hun? Hope you are doing ok, i often think about you
Hello to everyone else i have missed, hope you are doing well

AFM still no AF so that a good sign, getting quite a few pimples but no real pain that i generally get so thats also a good sign. Trying not to get my hopes up too much because it just makes it all that much more dissapointing when the witch does show up.

eliselouise85 looking good for you this month then. when are you going to test?!? sounds like your dps sister is recovering from the coma if she is responding like that. when these things happen, it does put other things into perspective though.

and craftymummy, have you tested yet?

snugglybean, well now that af has shown up at least you have made the decision to go for it this cycle. you have had a long wait to get this far so lets hope you get your bfp soon.

coco1411 sounds like you had a really good birthday and that the natropath is sorting you out, although those herbs don't sound like much fun. a lot of what you said i can relate to - like trying to please everyone and not being able to switch off. not sure how you can change that though, it's just your personality. i would say that bding every other day is the best way to go. when i got pg we only bd on days 14, 16, 18 and 20 to make sure :) i ovulate usually around day 18.

afm the doc gave me Cyklokapron to stop the bleeding, it's a tranexamic acid and is supposed to help clotting or something like that. she knows i want to ttc and didn't want to use anything with hormones in just yet. i really hope these do the trick otherwise i have to go and see a specialist.

Hey girls just a quick one had U/S this morning i have 18 big follicles now 7 of those are good size the U/S lady said i stimulate reaaaaaly well and i she asked if i normally ovulate early i said yes and she said she can tell anyway the FS says the 7 are really good size and the other 11are almost there she is hoping that at least 4 of the smaller ones will be ready in time to give me about 11 eggs.

Mummyof4- i know what your saying if i get pregnant this month the baby will be due the same time Abbi was she was due the 11th or 12th if i get pregnant now the baby will be due around the 14th i just try to see it as a sign from abbi to say i am watching over you mum and dad and i will send you a baby the same time i was supose to come.

Twinsis-you will be fine.

Snugglebean-sorry AF turned up the biatch!

Coco- now you have an action plan to help and if i can get my estrogen down so can you.

Hey ferrals, what a catch! That's great news!

AFM? Meh, whatever. So over it. 25 work days to go! (and two of them are in Melbourne, one is a loooong Christmas lunch and I think my boss will prob push me to take a day off as well, so yaaaay!)

Hey everyone,

Snugglebean - What are you doing in Japan? Just a holiday?

A skiing and touristing holiday! Yaaaaay!

Today sucks. Have had to fight the tears once or twice.

Hello everyone

So glad everyone seems to be feeling ok not too depressed although some are still tearful that is the way it goes on this forum we are all in here as weve had something really sad happen and its so hard to forget we have to learn to live with the pain.
Spfairy glad you had a good scan result hope the tablets sort out the beeding/brown discharge its a pain I know when all you want to do is TTC again,
Ferrals great news about your eggies goodluck hope it all goes well for you,
Eliselouise sorry about you SIL hope she recovers well sounds like she is on the mend, what a shock for you guess its enough to make AF late anyways ! when are you testing I guess you thinking about it soooon !
Twinsis and the other BFPs we got already this month hope your all feelin ok and relaxing a bit waiting for your first GP apt :stickyvibesboy::stickyvibesgirl:
to you all,

Everyone else hope your doing well on your journey as we all need to support each other !

Murraycod where are you are you ok just needing a bit of space ?

AFM well not really sure if there is any point in POAS as I have a really bad headache today and thats normally a sign I will have AF come visit me in the next few days so won't evern bother waisting a test until at least sunday if she is not here by then,
Been feeling really depressed too like I just can't be bothered anymore with this TTC so think I will take a back seat for a while just pop in every now and then, :(

Ferals that is great news about all those big follicles, you must be stoked
Snugglybean sorry to hear your having a tough day, 25 days is not long at all thats very exciting.
SPF hopefully the meds do the trick and you dont have to see a specialist.
Craftmummy im praying for you that AF doesnt show up, maybe its a headache for another reason. Im due for AF anywhere from today so going to try and wait till saturday and if not here then ill test. Hate seeing that solitary like so ill try and hold out as long as possible.
Is anyone else testing soon?? So many of us seem to be around the same time

eliselouise lovely thanks for thinking of me :D Yes I'm still here, think I finally 'o'd either yesterday or today, my temp spiked this morning so will do another OPK at lunch time and if it's + I'd say o day is actually today, we bd yesterday so hopefully that does the trick!

SnugBug thanks for the PM honey :p will get back to you later....

So sick of ttc ATM, think I'll be pretty depressed if it doesn't happen this cycle :cry:
At work so gotta run!

:hello: Hello to everyone else

morning ladies!
Ferals- glad to hear that you have stimulated well!! how long now till the next step? excuse my ignorance, i have no idea about IVF!!

snugglybean- not long till you go to Japan now!!! have you decided if you will wait or just start full TTC now? How long are you going to be in Japan for?

Craftymummy- i am sorry to hear you are having a hard time, i am hoping that this is your month, please dont count yourself out until it is over!

SPF- how are you going?? are the tablets working?? i hope you are ok hun

Eliselouise- how is your SIL? i am hoping your ticker is wrong and it is not day 1 of a new cycle...


HI to anyone that i have missed!!!!

AFM- still 9 days till i can test and it is driving me insane.. i cant help feeling that we missed it and as much as i am trying to keep positive i think i am just trying to protect my little heart. I got invited to a baby shower yesterday and i really wasnt expecting it and it kinda got to me...I know that getting pregnant is not going to bring Kyarna back in anyway but i dont think i can do christmas/newyear/Kyarna's due date and all the impending births around me without being pregnant (does that make sence?)

anyway we are in for a full on day here so i best be going!!
hope you have a great day ladies!!!

Morning all-Loopyluie-sounds positive,have you tested again...Greencake-hope your feeling better today...Mummyof4-Good luck with ttw.My ovulation pain is an ache on my side.The egg last 24 hours,the sperm live 2-3 days(strong enough to penatrate an egg)..Sammyp-hope all is well...Eliselouise-Good luck for Sat,good to hear sil is improving...Twinsister-How did the doc app go?..Ferrals-Hope the good news continues,thanks for the updates will be looking for more....Coco-sounds like you good some good info....Snugglebean-sorry af showed...Craftymummy-Hope af stays away.Hope your felling better today.i've had thoughts of trying to accept my reproductive years are finished,but i don't want to ,i think it is all part of this journey...Cherished-good luck...afm-finding some comments i've been getting lately hurtful,some people are saying that because my loss was nearly a year ago i should be dealing with it better than i am .I know they don't mean anything bad,they just want me back and they just have to understand that i'm trying but i can't deny the sadness i have as part of me now

Just popping in to see how all you lovely ladies are doing. I'm hoping those of you testing soon will have some good news to post in a few days. Fingers and toes crossed for everyone.

Mummy of4-sorry missed your post,fingers cross for you,about impending dates,yes it makes sense and vey common to feel that way...

Morning Ladies
Thanks for all your comments it does help to know I am not alone feeling like this,
I am now on day 28 but am so scared to test as the disappointment of only one line is just awful I think I prefer to wait and see if AF turns up I am expecting her and will not be surprised when she visits that way,
I agree about coming dates near your due dates and so on when your not pregnant my
due day was the 15th birthday of my DD1 in March so I really hope I am pregnant again before then as well as my sister is due 4 wks before I would have been as well as my SIL so if I'm not pregnant before Feb next year really don't know how I will cope.
Matthews mum sorry you've had bad comments I know how you feel people ask me why I am bothering TTC again at my age ! I'm no dinosaur yet ! best to just let the comments go over your head and concentrate on the clomid and coming :bd: fingers crossed for you this month,
mumof4 you are so brave going to baby showers don't think I could do that just yet not till I was pg again you need to give yourself some credit you are doing really well and good luck in the TWW,
twinsis glad your still OK hope your feeling sick soon ( in the nicest way of course ) I am always reassured when I feel Ill in the first few months
cherished know how you feel I was like that yesterday about TTC and now I feel better !
eliselouise any news have you POAS I am too scared too !

everyone else keep smiling and have a great day !
THANKS TO YOU LADIES I FEELS SO MUCH BETTER TODAY !

Cherished so glad to hear that your still around, sorry to hear your having a hard time with the TTC at the moment. I too think ill be absolutely shattered if this cycle isnt a BFP, it is just way too hard.
Craftmummy glad you are feeling better today. I know what you mean about not wanting to test, im trying my hardest to hold out because i really dont want to see a BFN. Think ill test saturday, hopefully we can both post a BFP
mummyof4 yes my ticker is wrong, ive removed it for the time being and hope that i dont have to put it back on. Gonna wait till saturday and test if AF not here. That makes perfect sense about wanting to be PG by those dates, im the same ive got weddings and partys and xmas and i just want to be pg by all of then and especially by my angels EDD which is january 26th, gosh im hoping i am by then and hope you are too. SIL is improving thankyou for asking. Shes off the ventilator and breathing by herself now so its great news.
Hello to everyone else ive missed

AFM still waiting, no AF but too scared to test. So hard to know when AF is actually due as my cyle is anywhere between 22 and 28 days and it changes every month. Im currently on CD25 though and if i ovulated when i think i did im 12dpo so if i was pg it would prob show on a test by now but just dont think i could cope with a BFN at the moment. Have finished work for the week which is great, back to work next week for 2 nights and then 4 days off, WOO HOO!

a major me post here.... and a stupid one at that
can you PLEASE PLEASE help me not to test..... this is so stupid but i am a mess because i tested, apparently i felt that i should be the first person in history to get a BFP 6DPO ROFL ok now i know how stupid it sounds and i knew it was going to be negative but i still did it.... and i still cried about it and the worst part is i still have one more test left and i have the strongest almost need to POAS... arghhhhh i just feel so stupid

mummyof4 DONT DO IT :ROFL: I know how tough it is wanting to test and how absolutely devastating it is when its negative, its the worst feeling ever. Try and hold out at least another week and heres hoping its a BFP for you!!

Mummyof4-the next step is another BT tomorrow and U/S then if all good i should trigger sat night and egg pick up monday morning it all depends on my estrogen levels tomorrow if they are still good then yippee we will make it to the next step if my estrogen is way up then they will cancel.
And i dreaded the events that i had to attend and the births of all those babies around me but i did get through it i diddnt think i would cope but i had a cry and was ok i still try to avoid things that are painful but i am doing pretty good we talk about abbi all the time so she will never be forgotten and my DH brought me a glass christmas ball with an angel inside of it and he had Abbi's name ingraved on it so every year at christmas she is with us and remembered and loved these little things we do make it so much easier.

Mathewsmum-i have had people say i am not the happy bubbly person i used to be and life goes on blah blah blah i tell them when they have held there dead child in the arms and had to deal with the fact that i had to make that choice to do that to her and then to find out we might never have a healthy baby together then they can comment on how long i should take to grieve and how long it should take for me to be my old self again and that i dont think i will ever be the same again but until they have been through it then they can keep their comments to themselves.

Craftmummy & elislouise-fingers crossed for your BFP .

ferrals that's a nice idea about the christmas ornament, might have to copy your idea :)
sounds like your ivf is going well so far, hope there will be a few more eggs ready when you need them to be.

eliselouise85 you must be a very strong willed person to not have tested yet. i keep coming on here expecting to see your bfp!

~mummyof4~ must be hard for you, but you need to wait! could you get a blood test done to get the result sooner?

craftymummy9 hang in there, hope you get a bfp soon.

Matthew's Mum i think you are right there, that this affects us all more than people can imagine, and will do for the rest of our lives. i was talking to a friend at work who m/c 10 years ago and she still thinks about it even now. i don't think i will ever be the same person i was before the m/c.

afm i think the tablets are working, along with the vitex and general mutivitamins i take i'm up to 10 tablets a day. sounds crazy. just need to get that af back.
on another note, one of my work friends invited me to a party next weekend, the only thing is another one of her friends (who i used to work with) will be there. she is due when i was supposed to be, and i just cannot go because i don't want to see her. i think i am being totally irrational but i know the mood i am in i will burst into tears if i see her :(

HI everyone,

Just a quick note to say that AF made her grand entrance yesterday :( so my HPTs were obviously false BFP or my eyes were playing tricks on me. Just the lead up to this AF was different, more cramping than normal, boobs sorer for longer (and both not just my left). Oh well... next time. I was alright until DH rang me at work and told me what he just found in the bin in the bathroom. I think he was actually more upset than I was so he went out and bought me some ovulation stick things! It was so sweet.. he said he wanted to do something to help me. Will start on 100mg Clomid on Monday and if that doesnt help.... off to another FS who can hopefully me more.

Ferrals... great news!

Mummyof4... WAIT! Good things come to those that wait! But I'm like you... if it's in the house I've got to use it!

SnugBug.... do you need someone to carry your bags? I'll make myself free if you do!

And to those in the TTW.... fingers crossed that this month is your month!

I agree with SPF and Matthew's Mum.... the pain hidden behind a M/c never ends... I tell people I am fine but deep down it really hurts.

mummyof4 I am a serial POAS-er so I can relate to how you are feeling. Just think that the chances of you getting a BFP if your pregnant before 11-12DPO are unlikely so don't let a BFN get you down when you are 6DPO. Save you test till another few days in which time if your UTD a HPT is more then likely going to show a BFP then a BFN if you are pregnant. This will sound silly but can you get your oldest child to hide your test until a certain day. I find the urge to POAS is not that great if I don't have any tests but when I have tests I can help but pee on them. Problem is at the moment I have about 20tests so I am not going to run out before the end of the year.

Looppylouie sorry to hear AF came. Hope this new cycle brings you your BFP just intime for Christmas.

scarypinkfairy I find it hard seeing people who are pregnant when I was pregnant with them or who I was trying with. Half them have had babies now and the other half are pregnant. Its a horrible feeling.

Well the Gyno phoned and we had a good chat about my surgery yesterday. He asked me if I was interested in IVF if I don't get pregnant and I said definately. I was thinking he was going to advise me to start but then he said I should not rush into IVF. I asked him when should we consider it if another pregnancy doesn't occur he said not to leave it more then 1yr with no pregnancy before then. So we are staying with our plan of 6months before seeing anyone again and by the time the waiting lists come it will be 12months anyway.
But He sounded confident that it will happen if we are patient lol he said he was very surprised I haven't been pregnant more often since we started trying and looking inside the tube appears to be working well. He said the fimbrai (?spelling) looked healthy and the outside tube looked ok and the dye flowed through easily. He did say he didn't know what the inside was like (the hairs that carry the emby down the tube) he said if they are damaged then the risk of another EP is higher but he can't tell if they are or not so if the rest of the tube looks ok hopefully that means the hairy things are ok also.
So over all I am very happy with the prognosis and it was better then we were both expecting. Now we just hope to enjoy BD and wait patiently until we get another BFP. Try and enjoy it when it does happen and not worry ridiculously about a repeat EP.

So now I am hoping my vag heals quickly and we can BD around O time. Then there will be a chance of a BFP for my Christmas present. Its not likely but its lovely to have hope again that it could happen. So I am happy at the moment.

Hello to everyone else.

afternoon all,Craftymummy-how are you doing?did you test today or is my memory failing me?...Eliselouise-fingers still crossed for you...Mummyof4-i know it's hard,try to resist(keep telling yourself it is just to early),fingers crossed for a bfp in about a week's time...Ferrals-your ornament sounds beautiful,sweet of dh.We have baubles with our names on them.i'm going to get one with Matthew's name on it too...scarypinkfairy-I don't think your being irrational,you need to do what is best for you emotionally...loopylouie-Sorry af showed,was a sweet thing of dh buying 'o' sticks.When i'm on clomid i get sorer boobs ,i think it might be one of the side effects...Emmy-pleased to hear your op went well,good luck with that chrissy present...Murraycod-thinking of you...

Afternoon All

Just a quick note, Well AF greated me this morning so not even time to be 5 mins late !
on the bright side at least I am back on a 28 day cycle thanks to the vitex I think been a long 3 mnths since my MC but I think we are on the way again so looking forward to this months :bd: and maybe I can have a BFP too for my christmas present !

Hello to Murraycod if your looking Miss you babe hope your OK !

Matthews mum thanks for asking here we go again !

Spfairy just proves it takes a little while to get back into your cycle but I think Im there at long last hopefully you are too !

Emmy83 glad all is well with your surgery goodluck TTC along with all of us here !

Bye for now !

Loopy - Aw I'm so sorry to hear AF showed up. Your DH sounds really sweet and supportive though. Hopefully next month will bring better luck.

Crafty and Elise - You guys are so strong not to test. I really really want to see BFPs from you both!

mummyof4 - LOL I did the exact same thing one cycle and was in shock when it came up negative. 6DPO though is waaaay to early since implantation usually happens around 7DPO. Let me give you another reason to wait. This past cycle I tested at 10DPO and got a very BFN. Crushing! I tested again on 12DPO and got a line so faint it was barley visible and DH thought I was seeing things. It took until 17DPO to get a nice dark BFP. I know that wait is agony but hang in there.

Emmy - I hope you heal up quickly and get lots of BD in. That would make a fab X-mas gift.

SPF - I know it's really hard to be around people who are pG with the same due date that you should have been. i was in that same boat and kept trying to avoid them so I wouldn't get upset. In the end though I faced up to it and started hanging out with them and it wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be. The more I saw them the less upset it made me. It might be too soon for you though so take your time and do what feels right for you.

Ferrals - Hope your BT goes well and you have lots of healthy eggs ready to go

Matthew's Mum - I'm sorry you are having to deal with hurtful comments. Unless you've been through it you don't understand how hard it is and those people have no right to make any comments. You will heal on your own time and they can't rush you.

Had a very emotional last couple of days. Last night out of the blue I started crying over my m/c. I just felt so sad that I would never get to meet that little baby and I just couldn't' stop crying. I guess I'm a little scared too as I'm approaching 5 weeks and I really want to keep going.

Had another tearful day today as I finally saw my doctor and he strongly urged me to get the H1N1 vaccination as the risk of me dying from H1N1 is far greater than the chances of me having another M/C. I went home and sobbed, not knowing what I should do. I did a LOT of reading and finally decided that if they had the unadjuvanted and Thimerasol free vaccine I would get both DS and I done. They did have it and I was so scared I was choking back tears and shaking while she gave it to me but she was very nice and understanding and talked over all my fears with me. Now I just have to wait and see what happens these next few weeks. Fingers crossed.

craftymummy - guess we were posting at the same time. I'm really sorry to hear that AF arrived. I really hope you get a BFP in time for Christmas as well.

well im out this month too. AF showed up this morning on my way to melbourne, absolutely shattered. Crafty sorry to hear she showed up for you too. Heres hoping next month is a better one.

eliselouise buggar! darn AF :hug:

Emmy that all sound pretty positive, I so hope we get to be belly buddies :hug:

Craftmummy- good to hear the vitex is helpin but sorry AF turned up.

Twinsis-you will be fine this bub will stick.

Elislouise-sorry to hear AF turned up great job on the weight loss.

AFM- i had my BT and U/S today and it was great news i now have 18 follies all good size they said 12 of them are between 17mm and 22mm and the others are 14mm to 16mm so they want me to still do one more puregon injection and orgalutran injection tomorrow to try and get those last few a bit bigger then i have to be in sydney at 7am tomorrow morning for BT and U/S as they are not open on saturdays up here so have to go to them then those results will tell me if i trigger saturday night or sunday night the FS said i have a lovely pair of ovaries full of good follicles and my E2 is level is 9000 so it is perfect at the moment i am starting to get excited that this just might work out ok.

Craftymummy & Eliselouise-sorry that awful aunt showed up,looks like santa is going to be busy this year...Twinsister-any pregnancy after loss would have to be scary,try to take one day at a time,one milestone after another...

Ferrals - That is excellent news!!!!

Elise - Aw I'm so sorry to hear she turned up, I was so hoping it was your month.

Ferrals - Thanks. With my m/c pregnancy I had almost no symptoms and right now I'm feeling pretty rotten so I think it will be a sticky one too. I'm so excited you have so many good follicles. Good luck at your tests tomorrow. I'll be sending you good thoughts.

Mathew's mum - Thanks. :) Very good advice.

hello all ladies,

sorry, i was away and sorting out my head with mixed feeling. i promise i will be more regular to the forum.
i never missed checking the forum everyday, but never posted....i dont know...just my own sadness dominated enough that i didnt wanted to talk to anyone.
Twinsis - Congratulation for your preg, hope everything goes well for you.
Craftymummy - Sorry AF showed up, it really sucks.
Eliselouise - Sorry to hear about your SIL and the tough time, you all going
through...& also that AF showed up on you, I had high hopes for you that
you will come with BFP this month.
MurrayCod - Hows everything with you? Thinking about you as well
Loppylouise - thats not good, all the best for this month.

With my - my wait was really loooooong, AF decided to crack after 40 days...and to my thinking, my cycles have become irregular after the surgery. DH says its only 2 months (in aug i had D&C), so this is your 3rd cycle, you focus too much...and giving me pressure as well...just let it go. all my friends are pregnant, everyone is in 8 or 10th weeks, and asking me, when are you giving the news....which is the good question for me as well....

enjoy weekend everyone and i am starting fresh from now onwards
and good luck to everyone in 2ww and health and happiness those who are pregnant.

cheers all,
ric

Ferrals - It's great to read that you are finally get some good news. It's all looking very promising.

Eliselouise - So sorry to hear this is not your month. It must be hard to dust yourself off and start again each time. I'm hoping you won't have to wait too much longer.

Crafty and Loopie - Sorry to hear your AF made it's unwanted appearance. I hope next month is more promising.

Update my E2 is 16,000:jawdrop::jawdrop::jawdrop:so they are worried about OHSS so i have to completely rest and drink heaps of fluid i have to have the next week off work and do no activity if i want to get to embryo transfer otherwise it will be a freeze all cycle and i will have to do a frozen transfer at a later date i have 24 follicles 11 of those are between 25mm and 17mm so they hope to get 11 mature eggs anyway i am now trying to not panic and keep calm i have trigger at 1am tonight and egg pick up monday cross your fingers and toes i don't get OHSS and get sick i dont want my embies frozen and have to wait a few more months i couldnt take it anymore.

Hi all,ric-hope it's your turn to give news soon...Ferrals-hope you've been able to rest,hope epu goes well & transfer can happen sooner than later.

Hi all

Sorry for my absence..I havent wanted to post since getting a nasty message on BB when I asked for some desperately needed help.

I dont know what CD i am, I will know when I post this I guess..Im not TTC for a while i think but I know ive said that before..

I think im meant to ovulate mon/tues but DH is away till wed but I dont really care at the moment..

I dont know if you remember or not but I went to see the natropath and she put me on these god awful tasting herbs. One of which was vitex and others to boost my liver and kick my digestive system up the bum...

well they're working for the digestive system I think! I have gone from 68-69kg on monday to 65.6kg as at this morning..

I have no podge on my belly and I have noticed uber changes in myself already so they're doing something for me! I just pray when I want it, it will have done its job for me..

Hope you're all well. Im especially keeping an eye on ferrals, good luck sweety.xxxxx