Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage or Loss October '08 #2

[nicjay]

Just wanted to say, Ruthie Hope you get better soon.

[Mannie2903]

I'm praying for you Ruthie...things can only get better from here!

[Tuesday's Child]

Ruthie - Thanks for the beautiful poem. I'm so sorry you're unwell. Things have just got to look up for you soon. Rest up sweetie.

Tam - Those levels look great. I don't have any experience with pessaries, but I have heard that irritation of the cervix can cause a brown discharge which is nothing to worry about. A friend of mine had bleeding right through her pregnancy and was even told at 11 weeks that she had miscarried. Her daughter is now 2 years old.

megsmum - Sending you lots of

tutmae - Yay for a perfect little girl.

and to jen, melissa, mel, jackjack, mannie, plc, ajc and anyone I have missed.

AFM - My me-day on Wednesday turned out to be 3 days off work with a stomach bug on top of headaches. DH has it too and came home from work early today. At least we get to spend a friday night together (he usually works afternoon shift and gets off work at 11pm). Have a great weekend ladies.

[Bengal]

Ruthie

I have been needing to cry my eyes out since I started this whole TTC journey, and your poem is one that I will remember for ever, so sad yet so comforting. If you can do that for me, and I am worlds away in Aus, I know good things will come your way, and 2009 will be a wonderful year for you..

[*beannaithe*]

Gosh its quiet in here today!!!!
Ruthie - just wanting to send you a big hug and wish you a speedy recovery. Oh well hun, at least 2009 has GOTTA be better than 2008
I have a crummy UTI that I just can't seem to shake. I dunno, I had never had one in my life and this is my third one for the year . Its so annoying, DH and I took stuff for 6 weeks to wipe out the bad bacteria and replace it with good, now I need stupid antibiotics which will mean all the good it did will be wasted - GRRRR!!! Anyway, enough whining. Huge hi to everyone and hope you all have a great weekend

[jen805]

So sorry I haven't posted.... been so busy... still don't have time for persies, though! Just wanted to tell you all that you're all in my thoughts and Lots of love to you all!


Ruthie--Aww, hon.... that poem had me So sorry for your run of bad luck this year....


Will be back later for persies!

[RuthiePCOS momma]

tutmae: Darn AF! I hope she doesn't stay long and you can TTC again. My best wishes going yoru way always.

Plc, megsmum, Mannie, Hannah, wouldloveabubba, MelissaL, Jen. : Thank you girlies. I'm feeling a bit sore still on the back (where my kidneys are) When I arrived to the ER I just had crippling abdominal and lower back pain.. since they didn't know the cause at first the first thing that popped their minds was an ectopic.. even though in my mind I was like HEH.. me pregnant??..impossible.. and they went ahead anyways cuz they needed to see both my reproductive organs and the surrounding organs to know why I had the pain.. (the was before the urine sample lab was done)
Well they determined it was not an ectopic... the nurse asked when was my LMP I said May 21st 2008 and that I was preggo and I m/c on Sept 11th.. I asked her is there anything that indicates that I will get my period soon??.. know what she said??.. "well your uterus is clean of lining..so for now it doesn't seem like you will get one anytime soon).. I'm like WTF??.. are you serious??.. since Sept 12th (my D&C) I have NO LINING IN MY UTERUS??.. GREAT!.. Just GREAT!... I see TTCing will be even harder next time around.
Anywho... When I was wheeled back to the ER room.. my urine sample lab returned and there was blood in my urine.. and all pointed to a kidney stone.. after one more thing they did.. yep.. there it was... a small stone. (eww I saw it)

So now I'm taking antibiotics cuz everything in there is sore from the scratching of the stupid stone (which caused the blood to appear in the pee)

Hopefully things will get better.. they gave me good meds. Ihave to drink ZERO soda (I'm a soda FREAK).. and lots of water and fluids.

Well that was it for that.. about my husband, he still has not found a job yet, he has been all over the place applying..
Hopefully the unemployment checks and food stamps will help us out a bit.

Thank you all so much for having me in mind.. all your hugs I felt them as if each and every one of you was here giving those to me.
Thank you.

I just want good news to come.. I'm weary already.. I see that my Due Date approaches (April 2nd 2009) and for the looks of it.. I won't be preggo by then.. so that will be one tough day to go by. But again.. I hang on.. to that ray of hope.. that even if my baby is born in 2010... I just hope that at least by the summertime I'm preggo next year.

Love you girls.

Thank you so much for thinking of me.

Ruthie

[Where there's hope]

To all my wonderful buddies here

It has been a draining and difficult week, but somehow we managed to get one embryo to blast, successful biopsy and transfer yesterday. A perfectly beautiful one (95%-assured) free of eight chromosonal problems. If this little one takes, we might actually get there and have our dream sibling for DD.

So that's where I've been. Hoping to catch up on persies soon

WTH
xx

[buliej]

WTH - all sounds good so far - sticky vibes!

Ruthie - sorry you are having such a bad run...hope you feel better soon. did they give you any reasons as to why you wouldn't have a lining?

hi to everyone else..