Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage or Loss October '08 #2

[RuthiePCOS momma]

tutmae: Darn AF! I hope she doesn't stay long and you can TTC again. My best wishes going yoru way always.

Plc, megsmum, Mannie, Hannah, wouldloveabubba, MelissaL, Jen. : Thank you girlies. I'm feeling a bit sore still on the back (where my kidneys are) When I arrived to the ER I just had crippling abdominal and lower back pain.. since they didn't know the cause at first the first thing that popped their minds was an ectopic.. even though in my mind I was like HEH.. me pregnant??..impossible.. and they went ahead anyways cuz they needed to see both my reproductive organs and the surrounding organs to know why I had the pain.. (the was before the urine sample lab was done)
Well they determined it was not an ectopic... the nurse asked when was my LMP I said May 21st 2008 and that I was preggo and I m/c on Sept 11th.. I asked her is there anything that indicates that I will get my period soon??.. know what she said??.. "well your uterus is clean of lining..so for now it doesn't seem like you will get one anytime soon).. I'm like WTF??.. are you serious??.. since Sept 12th (my D&C) I have NO LINING IN MY UTERUS??.. GREAT!.. Just GREAT!... I see TTCing will be even harder next time around.
Anywho... When I was wheeled back to the ER room.. my urine sample lab returned and there was blood in my urine.. and all pointed to a kidney stone.. after one more thing they did.. yep.. there it was... a small stone. (eww I saw it)

So now I'm taking antibiotics cuz everything in there is sore from the scratching of the stupid stone (which caused the blood to appear in the pee)

Hopefully things will get better.. they gave me good meds. Ihave to drink ZERO soda (I'm a soda FREAK).. and lots of water and fluids.

Well that was it for that.. about my husband, he still has not found a job yet, he has been all over the place applying..
Hopefully the unemployment checks and food stamps will help us out a bit.

Thank you all so much for having me in mind.. all your hugs I felt them as if each and every one of you was here giving those to me.
Thank you.

I just want good news to come.. I'm weary already.. I see that my Due Date approaches (April 2nd 2009) and for the looks of it.. I won't be preggo by then.. so that will be one tough day to go by. But again.. I hang on.. to that ray of hope.. that even if my baby is born in 2010... I just hope that at least by the summertime I'm preggo next year.

Love you girls.

Thank you so much for thinking of me.

Ruthie