Hello lovely ladies. I spent the evening at my folks house last night and only just got home before and caught up on the beautiful beautiful messages in this thread. What an amazing day it was yesterday. I sent out an email yesterday morning and got some lovely replies about people who would or did light a candle. I was so appreciative because they wouldn't have done it otherwise but just because they think so much of me - it was beautiful. I wasn't going to make a big deal about lighting a candle while at mum and dad's but come 7pm mum said to me that she had a candle to light up and so it was lit and quietly stood alone. I would look at it from time to time and it provided me the quiet reflection I needed without the fanfare that I didn't want. It was wonderful. I actually just want to thank everyone here for the wonderful support of this thread to those who need it. I also want to especially thank those extra special women of this thread who were amazing to me during my own time of TTC. It is because of this unending appreciation that I find it hard to leave the thread and want to keep providing constant support to you ladies in return. Bless you all and thank you.