I also believe in the perfection thing. I also know that God doesn't make any mistakes, that is what is really kept me sane this last couple of weeks. Knowing that He has something better in store for me. Thanks alot.
When Jen mentioned that the "carnival is over", was I the only one that thought of The Seekers? *sigh* I feel old, lol.
jen - keep that chin up hun, whether it's AF or whether it's UF, ur stayin alive, stayin alive (ok, I'm now convinced I'm either very old or mad). will post a pic soon, hun, thx.
smi - great to see ur posts so cheery again
special hugs for jonisteve, BB (I'm sorry ur not feelin the best sweet - try some tea with honey seriously), KL, mo3b, tam, mollycat, wth.
Positive vibes for fifi, tutmae, megsmum, rachel.
Apologies to anyone I have missed - ur thought of and wished well for all the same.
I will come back this afternoon/night to do personals cause I don't have time now. Just wanted to touch base and say hi before I go to the funeral. This is gonna be a test, see how well I can hold in my tears until we have left. About to take a pill which will hopefully keep me calm but oh this is going be hard. I am just so pleased to have you all on here to unwind with after.
AF, oh I mean UF has arrived.... Feeling crampy, bloated, and totally b!tchy! Going to bed early tonight.... sorry I'm not better company. Will try to do better tomorrow.
Oh the little Biatch...seriously...I m sick of her...Getting my shot gun out and I m on my way over girl...... get the towels out cause i m swimming and will need to dry off when i get there........ hopefully the gun doesnt get to water logged..... hmmm thought... anyone know where I can get hold of a waterproof shot gun......
Hugs hun..... I wont even call you Granny Jen tonight.... Love ya
Jen - . One thing I will say is that at least he/she waited until the carnival was over. I'm so sorry. Have a great night sleeping, we'll deal with AF/UF tomorrow.
Smi - You'll have to tell your son his album name must be "Son of Smi" so we'll all know who he is and buy his music LOL
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Jen- How dare AF for showing up. UF LOL. Like you I also renamed her the other night to "Aunt F*** off I wanna be utd" I think AF should be banned!!! Grrrr what a biyatch! I am still suffering through mine, heavy as ever, I am bloated like a whale and eating everything is sight but I justify it as I am eating for two... AF & ME! Take care of yourself hun
Fifi- So how are your puppy dogs(lol) doing? Are they still alive after trashing your house? I have asked a couple of people down here if they know what chinchillas are. Some say a sort of Taco, others a mexican plant but I am the only one who thought they were a breed of dog. Weird! LOL! All the best for tomorrows scan hunny bunny boo, I am sure all will fine, but I do understand why you are nervous. Just think the more nervous you get the more releived you will be when your little bubba gets the all clear. I probably won't be on tonight but will try and catch you in the next day or two. XOXOXOXOXO
Angel- Have you gone to the doctor yet? You have been sick for way to long girl. You need to take care of yourself. I am hoping in your next post you will say how you are on the mend or how the doctor gave you this or that. Otherwise I might march right on over there and kick your little butt all the way to the doctors. - But then again if I walked all that way I doubt I would be able to lift my leg at let alone to butt level LOL Look after yourself Angel and I look forward to chatting with you again soon.
Molly- I am loving the emails, keep them coming. Hopefully someone will send me some goodies that I can forward onto you this week.
2 dogs- I noticed today that you only have 81 days left til bubs is born. WOOHOO!!! I also noticed that bubs is a girl. Heres another WOOHOO for you. Yes I know it's probably been there a while, but I am Tasmanian so I am a little slow LOL
Jonisteve- Don't feel like you are strange for being impatient, I have found that most women are. I know I definatly am a lot worse than most whether it be when driving, waiting for test results ,in the supermarket or now waiting to be blessed with a baby. I want it to happen now, or to know exactly when it will happen. it will happen for you soon.
HannahD- I have alot of respect for your decision of pausing ttc. Get everything else under control and then when you are stress free and ready to try again it will probably happen alot quicker. Take care and I hope things work out ok with your mum.
Megsmum- Big amount of coming your way.
Tam- I hear you loud and clear on the diet thing. I think it's also something to with the word diet that makes us not wanna stick to them. At least you have a big reason to stay motivated and stick to it, but if you can't don't feel bad becasue you aren't the only one
Hello to everyone else out there
AFM Well today is over.We went and showed oursupport to Riley's mummy and daddy. Another little is in heaven. It was so hard, because all I wanted to do was make the pain go away for them. And tell them that it does get easier. But i know from experience that doesn't help.
It was difficult to keep Riley's funeral separate in my mind from when I lost Dom. They had the same music and poems that we used for our angel. Somehow I stayed strong until DH and I got to the car then I broke which made him break.
I think we are going to have a very quiet one tonight, we both feel so drained and like we have been hit by a truck.
Mummy of 3boys........... Piggy...... Oink.... I would love to be able to say I went to the Doctors..... but the issue is I dont like Doctors..... I went in to one once with a severe case of Bronchitis (who cares about spelling.... sorry jen and co) anyway..... they insisted it wasnt and that I must have been having an anxiety or panic attack. I had anxiety cause the "wonderful human" wouldnt listen to me while I was coughing up a lung or 2. He sent me home with no medication and said if it wasnt better in 2 days to come back..... I WENT BACK So no .... havent been yet. I normally wait until its at the stage where I have no choice... and then off i go. You are however welcome to come up here to kick my butt.... let me know when to expect you and I ll put the kettle on (_)b
jen - I'll be the life raft that takes everyone over with their shot guns for AF/UF (I fit the bill size wise at the mo). Honey, you don't have to always be mother hen, just be true to jen, feel what you gotta feel - so sorry hun
angel - dr BB to the rescue with her honey tea (along with mo3b and her big boots)...c'mon i won't take no for an answer...ur not the only bossy bb on this thread LOL. Seriously look after urself sweet.
Jen Sorry to hear AF showed up keep your chin up girl I know how difficult it is and the disappointment each month when the b**ch shows up. I hope you are feeling a bit better tomorrow. I told DH that you also use the word awesome and he didn't believe me so I showed him you post and he laughed. I said see nothing wrong with my vocabulary
Angel I will be up in QLD soon so dont tempt me. I will turn up with doctor for a house call if your not better soon
MO3B My heart goes out to your friends I can't imagine how they would be feeling and for you to attend and be so strong after having a similar situation must have been heart wrenching. I hope that tomorrow is a brighter day and you and DH are feeling better
I told DH today about all the things the AP wanted me to change in my diet. DH said it sounds a bit overboard as he doesn't think my diet is that bad. I tried the rye bread as she said to cut out all bread even though I was eating wholemeal she still said that's terrible Well the rye bread was yuck actually I wouldn't even call it bread. I have increased my vegetable intake that wasn't hard to do.
smilanatu Glad to hear that the regionals went well and that you made it to the semi-finals. Sending you lots of AF sounds strange this month are they usually like that?
fificlaire Wishing you the best of luck tomorrow with your u/s hope it will give you some reassurance.
AFM Same old same old getting ready for the marathon. No sign of ovulation yet temp's still down. that the clomid does it's job and I ovulate earlier.
Jen - oh no, the b!tch ! Why couldn't she stay away this time??? So sorry to hear the news...
Treat yourself with a nice glass of red wine and a box of chocolates. That diet usually works for me during AF time
I had a positive O test yesterday and today since I'm on the TCM treatment, I O again on day 14/15 like I used to do when I was younger. During the last 2 years, my O happened later, around day 16/17, but the herbs and the acupuncture seem to have sorted that out - we'll see in 2 weeks...
Jen: Obviously I'm going to have to up my hulk stylings on AF's a**. She just isn't getting the hint. Oh, but she wil *laughs evilly*. Big and virtual choccie cake for you darlin!
AFM: Have my first antenatal appt tomorrow and am hoping all goes well. Will let all you lovely girles know.
tam, so what's the new diet like? no wheat and more veggies?
by the way, every time I go to my clinic for AP, they slightly modify the AP points they use- when I was pregnant, they only treated me on the back. now it's sometimes on the front (abdomen, legs, feet) but last time it was on the back and on the knees. not sure what they are doing but it seems to work (see my previous post)
smi--Congrats on the regionals! Moving on to semi-state! Good luck!
joni--Some for you!
Angel--You swim--I've got the towels and the shotgun! Better yet, just fly out and I'll pick you up at the airport with the shotgun in the trunk!
mollycat--I said the same thing--that at least she waited until the carnival was over.... there always has to be a silver lining somewhere! Thanks! *hugs*
Hannah, megsmum, & Rachel--Thanks, girls! I appreciate your support!
MO3B--Aww, hon... the funeral had to be so tough on you! You're amazingly strong to be able to support your friends after what you've been through! Rest in peace, little Riley.... fly free.
plc--You always say the right things at the right time! Thanks, I really appreciate you!
Milla--Yay on the +O!! Hope you've got those BD'ing shoes on! Good luck catching that egg!
Thanks, tut! *hugs* Good luck with your appt tomorrow! I'm sure all will be perfect!
Toccara--Thinking of you and sending you lots of hugs!
jenushka--Hope you and your little bean are doing well!
AJC--I was lurking in PAML.... congrats on your great scan!
Krystie--Hey mate... thinking of you and wishing you're feeling better! *hugs*
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