Hey all

Sorry to hear everyone is having a difficult time atm!

I am trying my damnest to stay positive in many ways and keeping away from this thread has been one of those ways so I appologise for being absent! \

I find it too emotional some days and other days it is my solace! I guess when I can handle the pain and the reminder of what I went through (like everyone) Im here aaaall the time, but when I need a distraction I try to stay away too.

I am going to be back in the dreaded but much anticipated by wednesday or thursday at the lasest Im certain! Im pretty excited actually!

I dont want to think I am pregnant this month but I dont want to jinx it and be realistic (negative )either!

Hope you all find some comfort and ways to ease your pains xx

Eliza