I hope that you don't have to go through a D+C Scarypinkfairy

I'm sorry girls but here I go................
I'm having strong AF cramping I think she's all over for me. I got the cramping 12dpiui last month too so I am absolutely depressed right now. I had a huge cry session thisafternoon and slept on the couch most of the day. Stayed in my PJ's all day. Dn't feel like talking to anyone.
I dunno what to do. I'm loosing all hope of being a mother.
It kills me to think of having to go through another whole month of TTC it feels like light years away.
I'm sure I will get AF before I have BT wednesday now with this cramping.