I read this forum every day just to catch up on how all you ladies are going in your quests but i never really get the chance to post.I am so grateful to be a part of this community that offers such comfort,guidance and love,yet none of even know each other.We all share a common factor which is so unfair on us all but yet we find the time to step back and try and comfort others.Its brilliant.And its so hard to try and find someone that hasnt been through loss like we have that can offer anywhere near the same comfort and guidance as all you ladies do.We all encounter the people that really "put there foots in there mouths" and dont understand what we are going through.its at this time that we really trully find out who our true friends are.


AFM: Its been 3 months since we lost peanut and it doesnt get any easier as people tell us it should.The guilt i feel when i see a pregnant woman or hear of someone close being pregnant,i am usually a very caring person but the green eyed monster comes out every time.Its just not me.
I hadnt had AF since our loss and my gp sent me for bloods and an ultrasound to see whats going on with my body....Get results tomorrow....
well low and behold...i woke up yesterday to AF..i am so so happy,,strange but true..I seem normal if that makes sense lol

I will be back for personls later.

sending lots of love and wishes to everyone xoxoxo
I will do personals next time for sure.