Hi everyone. Wow we've all been so quiet! Just wanted to update. I am currently in the middle of my O period. It's either yesterday, today or tomorrow, so guess what I've been up to? Hehe! Anyway, I decided that this cycle I wasn't going to chart/temp and I was just going to BD around the usual time and hope for the best. I just found it so hard in my last TWW. I was temping every day and obsessing about the temps and trying to analyse every tiny little 'symptom', then a big let down when AF came on the Friday and my friend from work announced her PG.
I also decided I won't come on BB in the TWW. After tomorrow night, you won't see me until I either have AF or a BFP. I just get too obsessed and read too much into other people's hopeful comments. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE all your comments and support and everything, but I don't want my hopes raised and then dashed again, so I'll avoid BB until I know. I'm also going to try not to invent symptoms and 'play dumb' with myself (pretend that I am not TTC and have no idea what symptoms I could get etc) which is probably totally unrealistic and daft, but you gotta do what you gotta do to try and relax! So I'll keep commenting until end of tomorrow, but then the next time you hear from me I'll either have AF or a BFP. Hopefully the latter!
Last edited by phebee; June 2nd, 2011 at 05:02 PM.
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