Thanks clairesmummy.. i will be sure to pm u if i need to vent! Now u try and do some of that positive thinking.. this is ur month too!!!
Thanks minnie.. i am slowly slowly becoming more positive and no testing for me dont think.. im a gonna wait it out!

Now everyone u HAVE to watch this utube clip.. u will be bawling ur eyes out!! Well i was.. cld be just me tho. It is nothing pg or ttc related but it just makes u realise how much love familes have for eachother. Oh i cant wait to look at my kids the way those soldiers look at theirs.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uSMlIM9zLio