Morning ladies...

Forshelby...so what exactly was wrong with you're sister???

Mum22 and Kellbell.....i can understand you both being worried..and i will probably be in the same boat.....im not sure you will be able to make all the worry go away..all you can do is do all the right things, look after yourselves, rest, get you're partners to pamper you, and pray and pray that you're little babies will stick this time.....and Kellbell i was thinking myself if i was pregnant would i have the early scan........and i think there are pros and cons to both..for me not knowing and knowing are the exact same thing...because if i didnt have the early scan i would keep worrying...but if i had it and i didnt see the heart beat which is most likely being so early id worry...LOL!!!!!!!! If it were me at this stage it would probably get the better of me and i would have the scan...

Iona macca..i wish you a quick 3 weeks and a positive scan..


FOR me i am having a bit of a downer and emotional day today ....wondering if i am actually pregnant or just making the symptoms up in my mind....and thinking maybe theres a logical explanation for all my symptoms....i think i might be 8dpo today as i worked my numbers wrong....so another BFN this morning...i know i shouldnt be testing so early but i cant help it and there can be alot of dissapointment.....but after my loss im just so desperate to be pregnant again its consuming me...i know i should be dealing with the loss not replacing my little angle but its the only way i know how to deal with things....lately i keep going over the scan..and when he told me........this wait is killing me...i know i might still be pregnant but its just scaring me..