Sarah, I totally know what you mean about being scared to test, and its best not to let your head get away with you re 'symptoms', I did that last month and boy what a let down when af showed up! It would be wonderful if you are pg, first official go and bang its a bubba! I really hope so Sarah, you are right this whole ttc thing can take over your life.

Thanks for worrying about me, it did bring stuff back for me, but with my whole new herbal thing going I feel more positive than ever and really I had to just worry about my friend, who is going to now go through the rollercoaster of emotions we have all experienced. I actually feel scared now about being pg! I woke up this morning thinking OMG there will be somthing growing in me when I get pg, OMG how am I going to cope, and so on and so on, so although I will embrace those two lines like you wouldnt believe, I am actually now fearing the reality of having a baby. I know its wierd given that I want to have a baby so much and the fact I was pg - but now its all that much scarier. But I think thats reflective of the hope that I am feeling that I will be pg soon.

As they say, whatever will be will be....

I pray your symptoms are real and they get stronger and stronger in the coming weeks!

I just made some chocolate muffins (dh fave's) and now im about to start preparing dinner, chicken ceaser salad..mmmmm yummmmm.. minus the anchovies please!

Sure us queit in here today? where are you lovelies? doing the bd for sure!!