Hi guys,

Jayne, Congratulations on having a wonderful scan...lol at having a naughty baby i would have been pleased to see it so many times! Seriously though well done on reaching that 12 week mark and all is well! Let me know how Jess goes in the bed because we are going away just after Christmas with Lucy and as she is at the 97th percentile for her height i dont think she will fit in the travel cot anymore!

Michelle, GL with your exam you will pass with flying colours i tell you! I meant to say to you last week a BIG Thank you for you saying that you would light a candle for my Katelyn last friday, that is a HUGE gesture and made me have a little tear! Im sorry that you are sick again and also that you have been feeling so flat. To be honest none of us could be yelling from the rooftops with happiness after all you have been through. I just want it so badly for you....there will be a big party in my house (hopefully later this month) when you get that BFP! I wish i knew the right words to say to help you get back on track and feel better because it WILL happen its just so unfair that you have to wait this long. How are you feeling about your tww at the moment? That was really special to witness that delivery too!

Sez, How are you feeling about the decision to not TTC this cycle, i understand what you are saying about you had next cycle in your head so if you feel better go with that but you just have to get that BFP with all the methods (charting etc) that you are using! I am not sure about an 11 day LP???

Tanya, GL with the docs on Tuesday, i hope that he gives you the all clear and you can start your boy diet again soon. I thought the odds of 80% were pretty high considering you are only changing what you eat!

Belle, I really really really hope that it was an implantation bleed...so what are these symptoms that you mentioned you are "not" feeling?

Lisa, How are you? and your friend? How was your emotional release therapy??? I am really interested in the sound of that if you can give me a bit of a rundown? So have you O'd yet? You must be close - wow thats a bit spooky i know that off the top of my head lol im not stalking you i just have a good memory!

Kelly, Oh honey i so hear you (see the bit about me below). What you are feeling is entirely normal, i know that it feels awful to feel like this but i can assure you it will pass, there will be up and down days (as per normal life) but you will get through this time. We are all here for you so vent away when you need too. When are you due by the way?

Shan, How are you doing? wow they sound like a heap of symptoms for you getting a BFN last week. When will you test again. I feel for you i just wish there was an answer for you.

Paige, Welcome to our group, i am really sorry to hear about your losses but happy when i read that you have a son! You have joined a fab group and i dont know what i would do without them!

Well guys....Thanks for holding my hand Belle (and i didnt get any pee on you lol) but on Wednesday afternoon i got a BFP!!! I am so excited! Im sorry that i didnt post it straight away, i had to tell my DH first. We went out for tea to celebrate and then i decided that i would test again on Thursday morning (after all i have a heap of tests lol) and i thought that it would be darker being FMU and all anyway it was actually a bit lighter so i have been stressing my little brain out...had to go to my GP yesterday because Lucy was booked in for her Chicken pox needle (it all went good) so of course i told him and he just printed out both a 7 & 12 week scan referral, Clexane prescriptions and i have started the aspirin! It has all happened so fast i am in a daze! So anyway i have tested again this morning and it was a slight shade darker that yesterday. I am P****D at myself that i couldnt even get 24 hours into this pregnancy without stressing (see Kelly i feel exactly what you feel)...Any advice girls on the lighter HPT - do you think it means bad things???

I realise that i am extremely lucky to have fallen pregnant this quickly and i just wish that i could give you all BFP's, you are ALL wonderful ladies who truly deserve a BFP right this minute. I just wish i could fast forward you to that time.

Love Sarah xx