Afternoon Ladies,

Michelle, How are you? I am so sorry to hear that you have had some brown spotting, it sounds as though Jayne has put your mind at rest and i know that it is hard not to worry (as i am the queen of it!) but brown spotting can be normal, i have often read that you only have to worry about red blood and even then it can actually mean nothing. I hope it stops for you though because you dont need that stress.

Kelly, How are you doing? Are you going for the quantative HCG test to monitor your levels or something? When is your due date? Hope you have managed to remain positive (i am finding that really hard today).

Michelle, Oh your poor DH, I am praying with all my might that this is your month, you both really need this to happen for you again. I just wish that there was something i could do to make it happen quicker. I knew that Caitlyn's EDD was coming up (i think its November?) but i would like to know the actual date so that i can light my Katelyn's candle for her on that date. How was your exam and i hope that you are feeling better illness wise.

Sez, How are you doing? Are you still being sneaky for this month or waiting until next? I know why you want to wait but i also understand why you want to go for it. Do whatever your heart tells you to do as that is the right decision. We are here for you whatever you decide. We are going to Albany and Esperance after Christmas, we wanted to have a holiday together as a family before chucking another baby into the mix (although i cant wait for that!).

Hindonly, Lol at your DH, and GL for the tww i really hope it ends with a BFP!

Lisa, I will PM you for your friend, what a nice friend you are to do that for her! So how are you doing on the tww, it sounds like you have got heaps to keep you busy with and your emotional release therapy sounds absolutely amazing!!! I would love to try something like that! How did your lunch go with your girlfriends and their bubba's?

Shan, Big Hugs lovey, I am so sorry that Fathers day was so hard for you and your DH although i totally understand....Well i understand how it feels to lose a much loved and wanted baby but i dont understand how it feels to have to TTC for as long as you have. I wish that i could do something for you to help you at this hard time but just know that i am here for you to talk anytime you want. It was Katelyn's edd on the 25th of August and she would have been two aswell so our Angels must be pretty close in age. When is your sons actual EDD anniversary?

Kate, GL with the TWW i hope it ends with a BFP!

Belle, How are you feeling? Will you make it all the way to the weekend without testing?? I said that remember and i tested on a Wed arvo lol at myself! I hope its your month (sounds as though it must be!) and we can be preggie buddies! In fact i want ALL of us to be preggie buddies, I can return the favour and hold your hand if you want! I have been stressing quite a bit over the last 24 hours and said to Rowan this morning that i just want to start spewing so i know its all alright! With Katelyn i spewed 6 times a day from about 6 weeks to 16 weeks and then slightly less with Lucy until about 13 weeks....Bring it on i reckon lol.

Tanya, GL for the docs i have been thinking of you...

Paige, GL for that suprise BFP in a weeks time. The time will drag but we are all here for you!

As for me like i said stressing stressing stressing...i thought that i was going to be better this time because i had been through it all before and come out with Lucy but things are getting to me already...i know i have to remain positive but it is really hard sometimes. Hopefully i get a good nights sleep tonight (after a loooong night awake last night stressing that i had poisioned the baby with turps fumes that were in my mum and dads house (not the actual turps just the smell lingering from my mum using it that day)..Tell me guys do you think i have to worry or am i just overreacting???? I havent got up the guts to post in PAML yet....dont kick me out just yet will you girls???

Love Sarah xx