Lind - the "why me's" are totally normal! All of my best friends have had healthy babies with no problems and i had my moments where i wondered why i was being punished. It does get easier......
Lisa - i am getting there! 2 more weeks till the first trimester over and then i might breathe!!!!
Shan - i am glad i am not the only one with no idea sometimes!!!!! What's happening with the job?

Hope you all have a good day!