Thanks Tanya - Im still holding out hope that you will join me this month!! Well ladies, christmas is back at my house - im off today to buy a little xmas tree! I was on strike but now with this bfp I feel very festive.

Im not as stressed or anxious as I thought Id be - I feel really relaxed and ive decided to be positive and enjoy this pg from now. If it ends early well I will deal with it then, but for now I want to be happy and stress free. Ive rang the ob this morning - they will book the hospital, but I told them I dont want to see ob til Jan - so they booked me in at 8wks (Jan 8th) and then might have a scan at 9wks. Will be going to the GP over the next fortnight to get a referral but im not having bt's or anything. Ive got my regular appt with my NP on wed this week, and Ive started taking a herbal tea for fetal support. Its the most expensive but revolting tea ever!

Thanks gals for all your support and encouragement over the past year - and I really pray that each and everyone of you has your very own bfp by the new year, god knows we all deserve it.

But I will be around - Im not leaving you all just yet. Off to look for a pg ticker and will bbl for more personals.

love to you all