same here, I dtd basically from the day AF stopped and sort of havent stopped bd'ing since then lol Im hopeful and if AF isnt here by the 20th then ill test but screaming at the back of my brain is "i have never had a regular period since i was on the pill so whats going to be different this time"
I guess like all of us TTC im just sick of getting the BFN hpt

I too am not trying to let TTC rule my life but i just want my own baby for us, i dont want to hold someone elses baby and then have to give it back, or write congratulations again and try be happy for my friends when inside a lil peice of me is breaking all over again.
to be continued